Living is just so tiring

[limade]

I wake up, get ready, go to work, come home, sleep, repeat. Its so fucking monotonous and boring, i cant fucking stand it anymore.

Good moments are amazing. But they don't last. You have a great time then its right back to the bullshit.

I work so fucking much and i get paid shit that i can barely live off of. I scrape by. People say that poor people are lazy. But the lowest paying jobs require the most labor. Fuckheads who were given their life on a silver platter are sitting pretty and fat on their asses in a cubicle or private office. They literally sit. All day. And make so much money.

This is pointless and i want it all to end. Nothingness is better than this backwards hell we live in

 

[stoopid]

Sure, you have your points, everyone has their reasons but it's kinda interesting that they're often relatively similar. If you're sure that you want the exit, is it set to a date or a method or are you just thinking about it without 100% clarity ?

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly think that existing is something so useless and unnecessary that could never be worth enduring. Humans only exist just to be slaves to the society where all that they are destined for is to deteriorate from old age and suffer in the process. This world certainly disgusts me and I think that just being awake makes the thought of permanent nonexistence sound so appealing.

The existence of life is just a cruel mistake and I view it as always being preferable to not exist, it's a curse feeling trapped in this world. Your feelings are very much understandable, I certainly believe that there is no real relief from suffering in this hellish world.