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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

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Jan 24, 2023
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Lately I'm not thinking about the consequences of my actions because I really think I'll be gone soon. I've been having violent outbursts (by myself, not hurting others) and broke my phone screen throwing it because I'm just so overwhelmed with having to live in constant pain.

Today I went out and drank excessively even though I just had an infection. It's 5am and my stomach hurts. I'm ruining my relationship because it feels doomed. He'd rather play games than listen to me cry. Whatever I'll be dead real soon.

I wish for comfort in life or death.
 
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