Living death

[cherry7]

What do I do when I don't truly want to die because I remember what it felt like to live yet I have died a long time ago and see no other way out of this living death?

 

[dumpstermagic]

walk off see what happens

 

[Fwompje]

Have you talked to someone? Have you tried medication?

Now that that's out of the way, what made you feel like you were alive? Was it the things you did, people around you, etc. If you don't truly want to do you should exhaust all options because if you're still clinging onto hope then you're not going to kill yourself. So you might as well try and make something of it.

It is hard when you feel empty and apathetic but you're allowed to fight.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a difficult situation to be trapped in and it must be hard to deal with, I do think that some suicidal people wish to stay here but they are unable to because of their circumstances, the reality is that life is something which certainly can be cruel. But anyway I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

 

[cherry7]

Have you talked to someone? Have you tried medication?

Now that that's out of the way, what made you feel like you were alive? Was it the things you did, people around you, etc. If you don't truly want to do you should exhaust all options because if you're still clinging onto hope then you're not going to kill yourself. So you might as well try and make something of it.

It is hard when you feel empty and apathetic but you're allowed to fight.

Thanks for your message. I've basically already exhausted all options. I'm pretty much left with death being the only way out but I really don't want to do it. Yet the longer I don't, the more I prolong my suffering.

That sounds like a difficult situation to be trapped in and it must be hard to deal with, I do think that some suicidal people wish to stay here but they are unable to because of their circumstances, the reality is that life is something which certainly can be cruel. But anyway I wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

Yes maybe I just have to face the fact that my life is indeed over, that it has nothing left to offer me and stop clinging to a past idea of what life used to offer and realize it's my time to go.