Discussion Livestream SN Suicide!

[MeSauce]

Hey all! It's me, ya boi, Giraffe!

So, I've ordered my SN, it's in the mail. And I got a date, April 10th. So, how yall feel about a livestream? I'll describe the experience, the taste, how it feels, etc. etc.



Assumimg I don't pussy out last minute. I'll reheasre it all in advance. Also, I'll need a streaming platform to do it on! I'm thinking YouTube, but IDK if they will keep it up. Maybe Kick? Or Twitch? Anyways, what do yall think? You up for it?

 

[deadbidaylight]

I think it could be useful for those wanting to see firsthand how the process works since there are very few video sources of CTB by SN. But also be prepared to it eventually ending up on sites like watchpeopledie for all the sick fucks to dissect and make fun of. It depends on your views of your CTB. If you're okay with that, then go ahead with it, as I'm sure many users here could benefit from a video.

I would probably record it and post it with a scheduled goodbye thread. If you try and upload it to any video streaming service, it could easily be taken down due to content. I believe someone else on here that CTB did it that way and it's still here for viewing somewhere.

Whatever you choose, I hope that you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[wiggy]

It would benefit the community to document the process, you may also find it preferable to have some form of company in your final moments. Two things you may want to consider though. Firstly is that having an audience might put a lot of additional pressure on you, such that you might go through with it when you would have otherwise decided against it. The second thing is that, depending on jurisdiction, there could be a possibility, however small, that one or more of the viewers could be found criminally liable for participating in the livestream(I'm not suggesting that this is your responsibility, just something to take into account).

 

[Dante_]

I think SN has been documented quite extensively (barring any particular and uncertain details that require further discourse) by now to where I don't think there is any reason to livestream your ctb even if it could be beneficial for those still here on the forum, unsure of what an experience would be like plus I'd hate to think about where your livestream could end up like what @deadbidaylight alluded to by watchpeopledie where a bunch of utterly bizarre people consume content like that for leisure, but this is your decision and in whatever you decide, I wish you the best and hope you find peace.

 

[asthedayends00]

It's one thing talking about it now and different when the time actually comes. Let us know the day before how you feel about it

 

[dead dav]

It's a personal decision but I wouldn't you don't know who is watching

 

[sadalways]

Personally, i sometimes imagine myself doing a livestream, but i don't think i actually would. Purely because if you go to these websites where people upload stuff like that, the comments are another breed i stg. Makes me lose faith in humanity even more. It's up to you though, how much you care about things like that.

 

[sximii]

i wouldn't. You never know who is watching, what might happen, and SN has been documented enough so it isn't necessary. You don't know where that footage might land, what sick fucks might wanna do with it. I'm not expert, but it might get people into some kind of trouble (I really don't know though). Maybe it's just me, but I always prefer ctb to be something as private as possible. Just seems safer that way

 

[dead dav]

I agree got a feeling it's illegal to watch someone die

 

[readytogonow!]

Hey all! It's me, ya boi, Giraffe!

So, I've ordered my SN, it's in the mail. And I got a date, April 10th. So, how yall feel about a livestream? I'll describe the experience, the taste, how it feels, etc. etc.

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Assumimg I don't pussy out last minute. I'll reheasre it all in advance. Also, I'll need a streaming platform to do it on! I'm thinking YouTube, but IDK if they will keep it up. Maybe Kick? Or Twitch? Anyways, what do yall think? You up for it?

maybe instead you can create a thread and post the process while going through it until you can't anymore?

 

[RinneOfAragon]

No, don't do it.

No, don't do it.

there are alot of nasty creeps. not encouraging to ctb but if you do I honestly don't think it's good to stream it.

 

[MeSauce]

UPDATE: So I don't think I can go through with the original date, got locked up in a psych ward LOL and now things are much harder to do. Suicide is still on, date has been postponed to sometime this year. Definitely before my 20th birthday in September at least. As for the gore sites, I don't really care if middle-aged dudes get off to my livestream death. I view it as this: nothing else matters once I'm gone. Not my family, not myself, nor the middle-aged dudes who will watch me die. I don't like the idea of people watching me die, but who the hell cares! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! Nothing matters!

P.S. Everything everyone said in here about psych wards was true, it was so boring I cried.

 

[Ixtab69]

i wouldn't. You never know who is watching, what might happen, and SN has been documented enough so it isn't necessary. You don't know where that footage might land, what sick fucks might wanna do with it. I'm not expert, but it might get people into some kind of trouble (I really don't know though). Maybe it's just me, but I always prefer ctb to be something as private as possible. Just seems safer that way

I totally agree-dying,no matter how,where and under which circumstances is something so utterly intimate and private and really nobody's business to watch publicly.These streamed and publicized suicides that can be watched on all those sick smear sites like WPD and the like are just another a form of pornography,just a bit lower,worse,nauseating and repulsively disgusting

 

[kosameAmagai]

no? what would be the point in doing it? especially on a big platform like yt,kick,twitch etc, it would drawn a lot of attention to SN and probably SS too if someone streamed themselves CTBing there, but you do you

 

[tpboy]

i do think it would be good to have it documented. there is almost nowhere that you can find a video that shows someone passing from sn. i have looked. as they say a picture is worth a thousand words. as far as the bad part. i know exactly where the video will go. it will go on www.watchpeopledie.com and other sites people go there for all types of reasons. if this a problem for you don't do it.

as far as sickos watching it for some weird reasons...i doubt it would interest them that much. they love gore and sn is more clinical. not too exciting. as a service notice to anyone reading this. never, ever take rat poison. there is a guy on there that took it to die. it was awful. i would not even give it to a rat. not that i was considering taking it but after watching....its a hell no. that is what is helpful about the documentation. it allows for informed choices.

 

[GoneFromRevolution]

I think SN has been documented quite extensively (barring any particular and uncertain details that require further discourse) by now to where I don't think there is any reason to livestream your ctb even if it could be beneficial for those still here on the forum, unsure of what an experience would be like plus I'd hate to think about where your livestream could end up like what @deadbidaylight alluded to by watchpeopledie where a bunch of utterly bizarre people consume content like that for leisure, but this is your decision and in whatever you decide, I wish you the best and hope you find peace.

Gore sites existed long before WPD

 

[deathisapanacea]

would do it if I am committing firearm suicide. I want to add more proof to the fact that it is an effective and easy method.

i do think it would be good to have it documented. there is almost nowhere that you can find a video that shows someone passing from sn. i have looked. as they say a picture is worth a thousand words. as far as the bad part. i know exactly where the video will go. it will go on www.watchpeopledie.com and other sites people go there for all types of reasons. if this a problem for you don't do it.

as far as sickos watching it for some weird reasons...i doubt it would interest them that much. they love gore and sn is more clinical. not too exciting. as a service notice to anyone reading this. never, ever take rat poison. there is a guy on there that took it to die. it was awful. i would not even give it to a rat. not that i was considering taking it but after watching....its a hell no. that is what is helpful about the documentation. it allows for informed choices.

IMO Live streaming slow suicide methods like SN is not advisable since you run the risk of being saved.

 

[Jade10666]

I think it could be useful for those wanting to see firsthand how the process works since there are very few video sources of CTB by SN. But also be prepared to it eventually ending up on sites like watchpeopledie for all the sick fucks to dissect and make fun of. It depends on your views of your CTB. If you're okay with that, then go ahead with it, as I'm sure many users here could benefit from a video.

I would probably record it and post it with a scheduled goodbye thread. If you try and upload it to any video streaming service, it could easily be taken down due to content. I believe someone else on here that CTB did it that way and it's still here for viewing somewhere.

Whatever you choose, I hope that you find the peace you're looking for.

I am not against a live stream - it is something I am considering

 

[amyuwu]

UPDATE: So I don't think I can go through with the original date, got locked up in a psych ward LOL and now things are much harder to do. Suicide is still on, date has been postponed to sometime this year. Definitely before my 20th birthday in September at least. As for the gore sites, I don't really care if middle-aged dudes get off to my livestream death. I view it as this: nothing else matters once I'm gone. Not my family, not myself, nor the middle-aged dudes who will watch me die. I don't like the idea of people watching me die, but who the hell cares! Nothing matters! Nothing matters! Nothing matters!

P.S. Everything everyone said in here about psych wards was true, it was so boring I cried.

ngl I wanna ctb with sn on live too, just don't have any rn

 

[22yearsbroken]

For me its a personal choice to end my life... not some big brother type of deal .but again its personal choice