List of things to do before the end of life

[Braindead Atheist]

So I've decided that I'm going to kill myself sometime between this fall and next.

Here is my list of things to do before I hang myself.

1. Go on my Branson trip.
2. Hopefully visit my uncle in Hawaii
3. Hopefully go to lunch with my past teacher from elementary school
4. stay at the hotel at meadow brook(my favorite park)
5. Call my favorite teacher from elementary school
That's my list of affairs. Life wasn't good enough for me to do the rest of the things I wanted. Goodbye cruel world, goodbye grossly unfair life. I hate you both with all my heart and every fiber of my being. I can't wait for the void of existence! ********Squeel****** i'm so excited to be dead!

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Good luck on your journey here until then. Who knows you may change your mind, I'm sorry life has been incredibly awful to you for whatever reasons. I hope you find the peace you wish for

 

[Lost Magic]

It is a good idea to have a bucket list no matter how short or long it is. I already went on my Scottish Highlands trip, got a hair transplant in London and stayed at a hotel near my favourite park. I will be visiting my mother's final resting place soon and who knows what after that. Hopefully I will have the courage to die in peace, once I have ran out of shit to do lol

 

[Braindead Atheist]

Good luck on your journey here until then. Who knows you may change your mind, I'm sorry life has been incredibly awful to you for whatever reasons. I hope you find the peace you wish for

Thankyou. You and me both! But I've made up my mind I'm not giving life another chance; last time i tried that I got bullied at my chipotle job then demoted at my target job because I wasn't smart enough and then shortly after I was diagnosed with pcos. Oh and here's the cherry on top; i threatened to kill myself and my dad called the cops so i got mad and hit him and go taken to jail. then a mental hospital where i gainedc back every pound i worked 3 months to lose and it STILL hasn't come off. deciding not to kill myself was a mistake. I regret listening to my counselor deeply. I'm determined to die and I'm NOT changing my mind!

It is a good idea to have a bucket list no matter how short or long it is. I already went on my Scottish Highlands trip, got a hair transplant in London and stayed at a hotel near my favourite park. I will be visiting my mother's final resting place soon and who knows what after that. Hopefully I will have the courage to die in peace, once I have ran out of shit to do lol

I wish you well and I respect whatever choice you make. You will be missed, I'm sure.

 

[Lost Magic]

Thankyou. You and me both! But I've made up my mind I'm not giving life another chance; last time i tried that I got bullied at my chipotle job then demoted at my target job because I wasn't smart enough and then shortly after I was diagnosed with pcos. Oh and here's the cherry on top; i threatened to kill myself and my dad called the cops so i got mad and hit him and go taken to jail. then a mental hospital where i gainedc back every pound i worked 3 months to lose and it STILL hasn't come off. deciding not to kill myself was a mistake. I regret listening to my counselor deeply. I'm determined to die and I'm NOT changing my mind!

I wish you well and I respect whatever choice you make. You will be missed, I'm sure.

Yeah, I understand your pain. I have had lot's of problems with jobs, doctors and the rest. Society tries to mould us into these soulless money chasing zombies. And they don't give us alternatives. it's either comply or else. I choose death and if they make things any harder for me, it will come quicker than they think.

 

[The Lonely]

I Actually have sort of an opposite List:
Around the days I just find myself making a mental List about every single thing I will not be Forced to do anymore:

And it goes from:
Never Faking smiling to people… to never ever having to appear at those family meetings again….
(this list is a long one) :)

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I Actually have sort of an opposite List:
Around the days I just find myself making a mental List about every single thing I will not be Forced to do anymore:

And it goes from:
Never Faking smiling to people… to never ever having to appear at those family meetings again….
(this list is a long one) :)

I like that! My list: 1.I will never have to deal with being retarded 2.I will never have to deal with being fat/having pcos/battle with food 3. I will never have to deal with anxiety or depression 4. I will never have to deal with work 5. no more school 6. no more enemies and selfish people 7. no more stupid religion 8. no more bad memories just nothingness for all eternity! I'll never know what hit me!

 

[eve2004]

I Actually have sort of an opposite List:
Around the days I just find myself making a mental List about every single thing I will not be Forced to do anymore:

And it goes from:
Never Faking smiling to people… to never ever having to appear at those family meetings again….
(this list is a long one) :)

SAME! I have no bucket list, there is nothing I want to do more than to CTB right now. The next thing that triggers me is gonna do it. I have already factory reset all my devices, deleted accounts, and factory reset THIS device so I know what I need to do...

 

[The Lonely]

I like that! My list: 1.I will never have to deal with being retarded 2.I will never have to deal with being fat/having pcos/battle with food 3. I will never have to deal with anxiety or depression 4. I will never have to deal with work 5. no more school 6. no more enemies and selfish people 7. no more stupid religion 8. no more bad memories just nothingness for all eternity! I'll never know what hit me!

Life is bizarre …. So many years only with diets, years eating cereal and healthy food….

Now Im eating pizza more than i could imagine someone could do :)

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

You sound like you have funds and things you still like...can carry on conversations etc. That's something. I don't mean to imply or doubt...I'm not...but jezzus I envy your list. If could make a list like that I probably wouldn't off myself. Who knows. I don't.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Thankyou. You and me both! But I've made up my mind I'm not giving life another chance; last time i tried that I got bullied at my chipotle job then demoted at my target job because I wasn't smart enough and then shortly after I was diagnosed with pcos. Oh and here's the cherry on top; i threatened to kill myself and my dad called the cops so i got mad and hit him and go taken to jail. then a mental hospital where i gainedc back every pound i worked 3 months to lose and it STILL hasn't come off. deciding not to kill myself was a mistake. I regret listening to my counselor deeply. I'm determined to die and I'm NOT changing my mind!

I wish you well and I respect whatever choice you make. You will be missed, I'm sure.

I'm sorry life has led you to this point and you went through some awful experiences if this is what you desire, I wish you peace. This world sucks after so many negative life experiences

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be really cruel, I'm sorry to hear you are suffering so much. I wish you peace if leaving this earth is what you want.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

This life can be really cruel, I'm sorry to hear you are suffering so much. I wish you peace if leaving this earth is what you want.

Trust me, I want nothing more. I think this life is; a problem, a lot of work, unfair, over rated and just plain makes me sick. I know I'm going to forget it all and it will just be a blank void of existence. I've been trying to live ever since I felt that I've been denied or been missing out, but something always ruins it. Weather it be someone discarding my friendship, being retarded, pcos or a job I hate...really anything. I'm just done. I'm done waiting to live my best life, its just not going to happen. I care for a lot of people dearly but life has just been so bad that their not worth staying for. Fuck my life, I'm out.

SAME! I have no bucket list, there is nothing I want to do more than to CTB right now. The next thing that triggers me is gonna do it. I have already factory reset all my devices, deleted accounts, and factory reset THIS device so I know what I need to do...

I wish you the best of luck!

 

[Braindead Atheist]

You sound like you have funds and things you still like...can carry on conversations etc. That's something. I don't mean to imply or doubt...I'm not...but jezzus I envy your list. If could make a list like that I probably wouldn't off myself. Who knows. I don't.

I am still living with my parents, so I'm just doing my bucket list before I get to old to be on their insurance. I know I have no future so Im just doing what I want while I have the chance.