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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
99
"We care"

"We want to help you"

"Please stay, you don't know what good lies round the corner"

"Situations change"

"You're not alone"

"Things aren't as bad as they are in your head"

"Life is beautiful"

"Your life matters/is valuable"

"We always want what's best for you"

"There are people who care"


Hmmm what else am I missing
 
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uzl lover

uzl lover

he/him
Aug 22, 2025
27
"Therapy works."
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,341
"Please stay, you don't know what good lies round the corner"

they purposely omit that something extremely horrible can happen today which dwarfs any supposed fleeting meaningless "good"

also if I stay i have to work a job, do chores, declutter clean and fix everything, do groceries, take out trash, wash clothes, wash dishes. so they want me a stranger to stay then they should do all my work and chores cause I don't want to. I hate doing that or anything.
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

hoping to recover .✦ ݁˖♡
Jan 7, 2026
202
When people tell me they're here for me. They're usually not. I try not to dump my emotions on people too much, but on the rare occasion I do reach out, nobody is there.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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"Things aren't as bad as they are in your head"

"Life is beautiful"
These can be true. But not for everyone unfortunately

Life is certainly not beautiful for me. It's only pain really
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,319
'It will all look better in the morning'.
 
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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
99
Aren't they just. In the seconds it takes me to become conscious, I'm already dreading everything ahead.
Yeah, waking up is such a disappointment
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,098
This existence certainly isn't beautiful and it disgusts me when people say such as to me the existence of life is the most terrible, dreadful mistake that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering all for the sake of it, existence to me is an abomination, it's just so horrible to me how the suffering and torture this harmful existence causes gets dismissed like that as after all every second existing beings are in agony with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

More than anything I wish I never suffered in this painful, cruel and torturous existence and the fact that humans impose this existence onto others is such a terrible, devastating tragedy to me, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the torture of existing and I always see it as torture to exist.
 
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