lilyofthevalley404
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- Oct 28, 2024
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I plan on catching the bus partially into next year when I sort out my will and get some other family things in place. I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts since I was 8 with multiple attempts and I've decided a peaceful exit on my terms is what is best for me after my anxiety and depression has ripped so much control from my life. I plan on collecting all the material asap and then storing them in a lock-box until I sort out some pre-plan stuff and I'm sure I'm ready I want to ctb. And if I decide I'm not ready for ctb i have the items just in case the uk outlaws it lol (I know in its original air vacuumed bag it's quite stable)
MATERIALS
MEDICATION AND POISON
removed for obvious reasons lol
TESTING EQUIPMENT
BLOOD METHOD
OTHER MATERIALS
STORING SN
Its best to keep SN in its original packing to stop it from degrading to sodium nitrAte and do testing closer to CTB date
However SN is quite stable when in air-tight and dry conditions
PLAN
TESTING
Set aside 25g of total SN this will be used to test if the SN purity is above 95% (recommended)
Blood Method
Repeat multiple times to assure purity of SN
STAT protocol
Try to fast for as long as possible and drink minimum water before starting the protocol
If vomiting occurs drink another SN cup
Timeline of side effects (may differ)
IF RESCUED/SURVIVED/CALLED FOR HELP
Tell hospital you took SN and ask for methylene blue to minimise the risk of long term side effects
Long term side effects are minium but liver damage can occur - ask for blood tests/ liver tests
MATERIALS
MEDICATION AND POISON
- Sodium Nitrite - 100g
- Antiemetic - 3 x 10 grams
- Paracetamol
- Antacid
removed for obvious reasons lol
TESTING EQUIPMENT
BLOOD METHOD
- Piercing tool (fresh blood is required)
- Some sort of surface to place blood on (a slide or a spoon is good)
- Digital Scales (listed below)
- 5-10ml syringe
- Nitrite test strips. ( Usually part of an aquarium test kit)
- 2 x Distilled water of same measurement
OTHER MATERIALS
- Kitchen scales for weighing out SN
- Cup x 3 for drinking SN
- Cup x 2 for testing SN
- Kitchen spoon for stirring
- Measuring jug for water
- Drinking water
- Vomit bag or bucket
- Mint for removing taste of SN
- Storage box for all previously listed items (preferably one with a lock)
STORING SN
Its best to keep SN in its original packing to stop it from degrading to sodium nitrAte and do testing closer to CTB date
However SN is quite stable when in air-tight and dry conditions
PLAN
TESTING
Set aside 25g of total SN this will be used to test if the SN purity is above 95% (recommended)
Blood Method
- Set aside roughly 1 gram of SN
- Combine with fresh blood
- A positive result is the blood quickly going black/dark red
- Add 5 grams of SN to bottle one (per litre)
- Move 1 ml of bottle one to bottle two
- Test bottle two with nitrate strip
- A positive result is around 10mg/l on the test kit
Repeat multiple times to assure purity of SN
STAT protocol
- Make sure all materials are available and collected and purity of SN has been tested before starting the protocol
Try to fast for as long as possible and drink minimum water before starting the protocol
- 00:00 hrs : Stop drinking
- 02:00 hrs : Higher end of a regular dose of paracetamol
- 02:15 hrs : 3 x prescribed dose of a dopamine-blocking antiemetic
- 02:30 hrs : double dose of prescribed dose of an antacid
- 02:45 hrs : Prepare 3 x 25g SN/50 ml of water
- 03:00 hrs : drink first SN cup
If vomiting occurs drink another SN cup
Timeline of side effects (may differ)
3 min | dizzy |
5 mins | Very drowsy, responsive |
12 mins | Unconscious |
15 mins | Deep sleep/ un-rousable |
25 mins | Increasing cyanosis (blue-skin) |
30 mins | Irregular shallow breathing (death-rattle) |
40 mins | Death |
IF RESCUED/SURVIVED/CALLED FOR HELP
Tell hospital you took SN and ask for methylene blue to minimise the risk of long term side effects
Long term side effects are minium but liver damage can occur - ask for blood tests/ liver tests