Venting Likely going to prison

[Torabol]

No I haven't hurt anyone. Country won't repriate most likely but there's always the chance. I would have probably been on a good pathway to recovery if I wasn't stupid, currently feeling as if I'm reaching the end of the road, don't see a point going on. My days are just alcohol binges gathering the courage to shoot myself. Having firearms feels liberating, I can leave at any time - and the world hasn't done anything to convince me not to. I don't think I'm willing to spend my time in a cell

 

[soonatpeace777888]

What did you do if I may ask? Is it drug related?

 

[Huntfish34]

That sucks, sadly I relate All too well... Just biding my time, 1 day at a time in this shit hole we live in. Very true, I love the fact I can leave w/e, But.... my damn SI is still too strong.

I hope your situation takes a turn for the better, thoughts and prayers - ♥

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel relieved at having the option of the firearm so that you aren't trapped here, but anyway best wishes, to me that does sound like such a dreadful situation.