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lucycelestia

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Dec 5, 2023
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Hello, sorry if this has been talked about before. I was wondering, what are my chances of successfully reaching Hell if I take 30g of straight SN dissolved in water, with no antiemetics? I don't know where to get antiemetics, and just want to know my chances if I forego them altogether. Also, is it possible to freeze the SN solution or something similar to preserve it? Waiting for the SN to dissolve could let SI kick in, would be nice if I could just pop it in the microwave or something similar and then be ready to drink it in 2 minutes.
Thank you very much in advance for your reply.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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There is so much going on here. Dissolving yours would take longer than two minutes? Why?
 
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lucycelestia

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Dec 5, 2023
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There is so much going on here. Dissolving yours would take longer than two minutes? Why?
sorry if it's asinine
last time i mixed it iirc it took more than two minutes to fully dissolve until the water was somewhat clear.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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When I tested mine, it only took seconds, google says it may take up to three minutes. I'm not sure why you'd want to risk possibly ruining the SN by freezing & microwaving it. If you already think that your SI will get the best of you in just a few minutes, I'd think that might be an indication that you just aren't ready to CTB.
 
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lucycelestia

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it was more like 20-30 minutes last time. but yeah i will wait until i am ready. the question is somewhat irrelevant because a kind forum member told me where to buy meto, but i'll leave it up in case other people have the same question. sorry if my speaking style is poor, i am very tired from insomnia.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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That sounds too long. Have you tested it? You're sure it's good? Yeah meto is not that hard to find online as you've learned. Sorry, insomnia is rough.
 

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