W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
357
Just as I thought it's getting better, life fucking strikes again 🤡
Not getting SN when I could was a huge mistake
Now covered in my own blood I regret being born yet again
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,067
Life is a gamble, it can be good, but then shit, over and over and over again. I'm sick of chance yk, hopefully life gets better for you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I find it awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, but I guess it's just the reality of existing in a world where there is unlimited potential to suffer and where chance so cruelly determines everything. Existence is just too cruel.
 
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neveragreedtothis

Member
Apr 23, 2023
60
There are still SN sources that ship internationally.
 
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neveragreedtothis

Member
Apr 23, 2023
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I know, but I had a perfect chance of ordering it pretty cheap. And it was a reliable source too. FML
If you mean IC, then you were probably lucky to not order. Everyone who ordered got police visits
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Yes, life lures us into thinking that things are getting better, then bites us on the ass like it always does.
 
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feels_like_rain

feels_like_rain

Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
Sep 29, 2021
74
Life always ends up taking a shit. I'm kind of there and trying to stay alfoat right now. If you want to talk about anything, feel free to pm me 💜
 
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W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
357
If you mean IC, then you were probably lucky to not order. Everyone who ordered got police visits
Nope. I actually live in CIS so it's pretty easy and not illegal to get it. But that market doesn't deliver SN to my place anymore. Meanwhile most cities like Moscow is fine.
Unlucky i guess..
 
ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
72
Same here. It got better and now it's back to being in the gutter. My husband either doesn't know or doesn't care what he does to my state of mind (probably doesn't care) and is so inept at communication that he could never understand. All he cares about is his 25 year old bestie. He is 49 years old. 🤦🏼‍♀️
 
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