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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
Life is just absolutely awful
Painfully boring, depressing and atrocious
I wish i was at least given a free trial of life before i was born and was given the choice to cancel it if i didn't like it

Life just isn't for me
 
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Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Love the idea of trying life before being fed to the wolves. I would have never signed up
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,884
It truly is, existence really is so incredibly undesirable. I know that under no circumstances I'd ever want to exist, to me only never existing is perfection. I'm tired of having the ability to exist in this hellish world where there is endless potential for pain, cruelty and suffering, to me existence is such an abomination, I find it beyond tragic how something so harmful as life even exists at all.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
It truly is, existence really is so incredibly undesirable. I know that under no circumstances I'd ever want to exist, to me only never existing is perfection. I'm tired of having the ability to exist in this hellish world where there is endless potential for pain, cruelty and suffering, to me existence is such an abomination, I find it beyond tragic how something so harmful as life even exists at all.
It is absolutely scary how there is no limit to ones suffering in this world like you said in your threads. Its just pain, torture, isolation, darkness, grief, loss, torment. This truly is a prison or a hell hole as i would describe it, and its going to get worse as more time goes on
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I agree, life truly is awful. I wish I was never to begin with but now I have to suffer because I'm human
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I heard that before you were born, you could preview several different lives before deciding on one. I think that we were probably all tricked into coming here. They probably only showed you good things in your life and nothing bad. Anyways, life sucks and then you die
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
I heard that before you were born, you could preview several different lives before deciding on one. I think that we were probably all tricked into coming here. They probably only showed you good things in your life and nothing bad. Anyways, life sucks and then you die
i can't imagine in a million years choosing this life
Unless the other lives i previewed was being born with no limbs or something
 
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AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
113
To live dead or die alive - a strange choice.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
i can't imagine in a million years choosing this life
Unless the other lives i previewed was being born with no limbs or something
I can't imagine choosing this life either but maybe the other possible lives were worse
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
I heard that before you were born, you could preview several different lives before deciding on one. I think that we were probably all tricked into coming here. They probably only showed you good things in your life and nothing bad. Anyways, life sucks and then you die
Maybe our souls were naive and we weren't aware of how challenging and how much suffering would be here
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Maybe our souls were naive and we weren't aware of how challenging and how much suffering would be here
That's what I think as well. I think my higher self was gullible and naive
 
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