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fkyou

fkyou

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Oct 1, 2022
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I don't get this..life is very boring to me.. ..I don't get the point of it..of doing very hard things like spending most of your time at work just to get what exactly? Relationships don't mean nothing to me I don't even stand my family members so what ami supposed to stick here for?!
The only thing that made me stick till now is my fkg delusions and daydreaming but even delusions lost their appeal now
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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It seems pointless now. It is pointless. I used to enjoy a few things, but never again. I just want this over with.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Absolutely.
As regards "normal life", you know, 9-5 (modern slavery), getting married, having children, having friends because you MUST have friends according to society, etc...I dunno, it has always been ridiculous to me and that was actually the first trigger of my suicidal self; the nonsense of life.

You say your delusions keep you going, well, which of those can be applied to your real life?
In my case, "escaping" from the system and being my own boss at home helped. (I'm a freelance teacher and graphic designer for only a few hours a day) and then just my hobbies. I really love the silly stuff I do in my free time.

Yet, I still find society and normies really boring. I just don't care about that viral TikTok video or your new promotion in the office guys... lol.
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
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Yup, it can be boring as hell. What an awesome thing is being born 💫
 
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joey2424

joey2424

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Nov 2, 2025
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I agree. I have always felt that life is just something to suffer through. Only it gets harder and harder as time goes on.
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

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Feb 25, 2025
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I made a similar post a while ago; however, some people felt there are "many options" for entertainment, and yes, there are, but economic, social, and other limitations in society mean that not everything is available to everyone. For example, next year is the World Cup, and those who want to go to the stadium won't be able to afford even the "cheapest" ticket because it takes up practically half of an average salary, and most people, between personal and family expenses, find it difficult to go to a damn football match for something that generally isn't worth watching (football has become boring).

That was a rather bland example, but generally, there are many similar things. If you want to travel to another country, it's not cheap at all, and there are limitations on the fun things you can do. It all comes down to money and social status, because it's not the same if you're the Prince of Thailand and travel to another country with great fanfare as if you have money because you won the lottery. And, interestingly, many people spend their money recklessly because it doesn't stretch as far as one might imagine.

Life is a boring shit, that's why so many wealthy people are on drugs or addicted, and that's why many people seek strong emotions in extramarital relationships and other sexual adventures that give a little excitement to their miserable lives.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

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Aug 26, 2024
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I feel the same way. I got a small taste of recovery earlier this year. I wished that I'd suddenly see life as unicorns and rainbows, that everything would suddenly seem perfect, like how people say you'll see life after you've recovered.

But that utter pointlessness still lurked. I found myself confused about why I'm still here, then fell back into my depression. I've questioned my existence for so many years, yet I never seem to get an answer.
 
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