LunarLynx
Just a lost spirit searching freedom
- Dec 18, 2023
- 119
Just a random vent (TW : drugs)
I went to a rave this weekend, it was so fucking good. I took M for the first time and it was so great. Everyone was so kind to me and so cool.
It was so great and the down is so bad. Tuesday (ofc) was I think one of the worst day since I left mental hospital.
Today is a bit better but it's so bad... But it was so good too. I understand a lot more why people get addicted to drugs. It's such a great feeling when you're high and such a bad one when you're down.
Seems like I found a way to have fun... Again hahaha. I'm 90% sure I'll get addicted soon. But hey, let's have fun before the CTB
To the future me, in 1 year, maybe just 6 month. I hope you feel better and not addict yet. If you say that "you manage it" and "only" take one every week. Just know that you're addicted now and that the SN won't take itself. Take it by now
I went to a rave this weekend, it was so fucking good. I took M for the first time and it was so great. Everyone was so kind to me and so cool.
It was so great and the down is so bad. Tuesday (ofc) was I think one of the worst day since I left mental hospital.
Today is a bit better but it's so bad... But it was so good too. I understand a lot more why people get addicted to drugs. It's such a great feeling when you're high and such a bad one when you're down.
Seems like I found a way to have fun... Again hahaha. I'm 90% sure I'll get addicted soon. But hey, let's have fun before the CTB
To the future me, in 1 year, maybe just 6 month. I hope you feel better and not addict yet. If you say that "you manage it" and "only" take one every week. Just know that you're addicted now and that the SN won't take itself. Take it by now
