Venting life is disappointing

[Darkover]

No one ever loved me here bought alive to live out my misery here
on the whole life is mostly a living misery in hell
these lives and this place is fucking horrible to be alive in
i can't stand the shithole and hellhole
i can't stand this shitty horrible place anymore
i can feel life's shitness
i want to die and they don't do nothing
i scream and they don't come running
a place so shit it would of been better to of never existed at all
i wouldn't bring someone alive here to live out their misery enslaved in awful shit in a shithole and hellhole
life won't ever be worth living enslaved in this awful shit
i just wish my life hadn't been so shit here
it's depressing knowing i'll never anything i would want
i wish we was completely independent not needing someone to love
i need a miracle and they don't exist at all what i'd give to feel better again but the reailty is i never will
this place could be amazing if wasn't for shitty human beings
disappointment is the universal constant
what i'd give to have a lifetime worth living through

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never personally view any kind of existence as being amazing no matter the circumstances, I just wish for nothingness, and anyway being conscious and aware really is something so useless and futile, there could just never be a need for life to even exist in this first place, to me nonexistence certainly is perfection. But this world really does disgust me, there is far too much unnecessary suffering here, I find it horrifying how life even exists at all. People should just leave the nonexistent alone and not force them into this world, existence is an undeserved punishment and procreation is extreme cruelty.