Venting life is a curse

[chudpolonais]

every day is so boring
i have literally nobody in my life to talk to, nothing that I do brings me joy anymore, I spend day after day after day bedrotting and staring at either my phone, the wall or the ceiling and even that isn't able to get a single smile, or even just a smirk out of me. just a month ago I still had my wonderful dog but ever since his passing it's just been worse and worse, he was the only one keeping me sane. while everyone else is moving out I'm still living with my parents sleeping in the same bed I slept in when I was 12.
i have no education, no ambitions, no talents, no passions, no nothing that could guarantee me a career. I have no connections, no social skills, I've never been to a party in my life, I quite literally have no reason to keep on going.
over the past couple of months, possibly even a year I've been feeling like an elderly person reaching their end. even though I'm supposed to be in the very very prime of my life I can do nothing but count days until the sweet release of death takes me away from this godforsaken world.

 

[violetforever]

i relate so much i couldve wrote this. im just bored and unmotivated to live everyday. nothing keeps me happy for long, i always come back to feeling like this. its time to just give up rather than repeat the cycle.

 

[Aphid]

every day is so boring
i have literally nobody in my life to talk to, nothing that I do brings me joy anymore, I spend day after day after day bedrotting and staring at either my phone, the wall or the ceiling and even that isn't able to get a single smile, or even just a smirk out of me. just a month ago I still had my wonderful dog but ever since his passing it's just been worse and worse, he was the only one keeping me sane. while everyone else is moving out I'm still living with my parents sleeping in the same bed I slept in when I was 12.
i have no education, no ambitions, no talents, no passions, no nothing that could guarantee me a career. I have no connections, no social skills, I've never been to a party in my life, I quite literally have no reason to keep on going.
over the past couple of months, possibly even a year I've been feeling like an elderly person reaching their end. even though I'm supposed to be in the very very prime of my life I can do nothing but count days until the sweet release of death takes me away from this godforsaken world.

Just know there are spaces. If you are ever willing to try again, people are everywhere and always willing to meet new people and talk. It's a big risk, but it has a big reward.
Please take care of yourself

 

[PanaxMan]

every day is so boring
i have literally nobody in my life to talk to, nothing that I do brings me joy anymore, I spend day after day after day bedrotting and staring at either my phone, the wall or the ceiling and even that isn't able to get a single smile, or even just a smirk out of me. just a month ago I still had my wonderful dog but ever since his passing it's just been worse and worse, he was the only one keeping me sane. while everyone else is moving out I'm still living with my parents sleeping in the same bed I slept in when I was 12.
i have no education, no ambitions, no talents, no passions, no nothing that could guarantee me a career. I have no connections, no social skills, I've never been to a party in my life, I quite literally have no reason to keep on going.
over the past couple of months, possibly even a year I've been feeling like an elderly person reaching their end. even though I'm supposed to be in the very very prime of my life I can do nothing but count days until the sweet release of death takes me away from this godforsaken world.

Currently homeless and all of my passion besides getting the dopamine high is gone away. It's interesting thought because being bored is good for you. But it still hurts.

 

[Wishingfordeath]

life is just constant suffering, with fleeting moments of pleasure in between. We all deserve better than that