If I as a human would have a life expectancy that of cat for example. 20 years old is the max age they can reach, which is also very hard and somewhat rarely.
Then I could deal with life and regardless any physical or mental disease I would have.
But as a human I am cursed to have to life 3x times that age. No actually 70-80 years of life can also be reached, regardless if you have chronic diseases. They only grant you a very unpeaceful death.
Man I am 31 years old now. But what the heck. I have to live that age I lived till now (31 years), again. Again about 35-50 years of life. But now with much more suffering due to progressing chronic diseases.
The older I get. The longer time takes to pass.
Please I want to short it. 31 years are already enough. That's nearly the half of average life expectancy.
Please I want to have access to N. I would travel for it. But have mercy and give a reliable way for a fast death.
Then I could deal with life and regardless any physical or mental disease I would have.
But as a human I am cursed to have to life 3x times that age. No actually 70-80 years of life can also be reached, regardless if you have chronic diseases. They only grant you a very unpeaceful death.
Man I am 31 years old now. But what the heck. I have to live that age I lived till now (31 years), again. Again about 35-50 years of life. But now with much more suffering due to progressing chronic diseases.
The older I get. The longer time takes to pass.
Please I want to short it. 31 years are already enough. That's nearly the half of average life expectancy.
Please I want to have access to N. I would travel for it. But have mercy and give a reliable way for a fast death.
