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Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
419
My partner and little girl are happily playing in the paddling pool and I'm lying on the bed fantasising about ctb by plugging with H. I hate myself so much, I hate the world. They don't need me but guilt keeps me here.
Thanks for reading, I don't want sympathy or help I just want to share.
And now I have to get up and make a fecking apple and blackberry crumple. Hopefully I'll accidentally stab myself in the throat.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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Sorry that you are feeling that bad
 

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