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loopylou
Learn to fly
- Jan 11, 2021
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So you see a lot of suicides and people think the deceased didn't really mean it die, they just wanted to be heard and it went too far.
I just want to let my family know, if they ever find my account, I wanted to go. It wasn't attention seeking. I'm sorry to abandon you , and I know you feel like iv let you down by not being brave and carrying on for you. But I can't take life anymore. I feel so angry all the time, and I'm taking it out on you and that's not fair. I know you would prefer me by your side, even if that meant I was an empty shell. I can't begin explain to you how much better off without me you all are. And I can't explain how damaged I am from my mum and I can't seem to move past that.
I'm sorry x
I just want to let my family know, if they ever find my account, I wanted to go. It wasn't attention seeking. I'm sorry to abandon you , and I know you feel like iv let you down by not being brave and carrying on for you. But I can't take life anymore. I feel so angry all the time, and I'm taking it out on you and that's not fair. I know you would prefer me by your side, even if that meant I was an empty shell. I can't begin explain to you how much better off without me you all are. And I can't explain how damaged I am from my mum and I can't seem to move past that.
I'm sorry x