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Coolenv

Coolenv

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Jun 13, 2023
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everyone talks about letters or writing something to let people understand, let me tell you something, if or when i finally do it, i dont wanna write anything, if i did not get closure, if i did not get comfort, why should they, the ones who let me down
 
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ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
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That's definitely been my plan as well for the longest time. Most people in my life don't deserve an explanation. The guilt they'll feel is enough for me.

However, I do plan on saying a few words to a few select people, and this forum of course. While most did nothing at all, even mocking me, there were a few who at least attempted to cheer me up, even if their means of doing so were... pitiful... But hey, something's better than nothing.
 
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mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
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I'm all for the letters only for a few select people. They were the reasons I stayed alive for this long, without them all is meaningless to me.
 
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Sep 10, 2023
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Brutal outlook but not a bad idea. Hope to one day write a letter to the few who mattered/helped & just leave nothin' to those who make life worse for everyone.
 

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