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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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Let's assume you were 10 again. Would you ctb?

Personally it would be definitely yes.
I wouldn't have dealt with my teenage years, mental illnesses, ugliness and loneliness
I wouldn't have dealt with my psychopathic neighbours who locked me in.
I wasn't even happy before 10 btw. Dysthymia was already there.

Now I'm 22 I feel I owe respect and some money to my parents.
That's why I'm kind of forced to keep living.

But if I were 10 again, it wouldn't be a problem anymore.
Anyway, letting a minor ctb is immoral though.
 
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Unholy autism, “bless you” 💔
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I was suicidal when I was 10 but, being a child, death scared me enough that I never would've taken action. Since I was still young and naive I maintained an outlook that things would get better as I grew older. Now I know that it only gets worse.

So if I were to magically become 10 years old again but had my present mentality (at age 24) transferred into my youthful body I would first attempt to convince my parents of the dangers of psychiatry and escape my fate, but if that didn't work I'd just be actively searching for ways to off myself like I am now.
 
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That's a good question. Well, if I was able to keep all my memories and be 10 again I wouldn't be THAT suicidal because I could make better choices and decisions. Still, my depression and bipolar disorder would be haunting me so yeah, I'd ctb sooner or later.
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Let's assume you were 10 again. Would you ctb?

Personally it would be definitely yes.
I wouldn't have dealt with my teenage years, mental illnesses, ugliness and loneliness
I wouldn't have dealt with my psychopathic neighbours who locked me in.
I wasn't even happy before 10 btw. Dysthymia was already there.

Now I'm 22 I feel I owe respect and some money to my parents.
That's why I'm kind of forced to keep living.

But if I were 10 again, it wouldn't be a problem anymore.
Anyway, letting a minor ctb is immoral though.
No, I was too into horseback riding swimming and other things. I made a clumsy attempt at age 25 and looking back I should have tried again until I succeeded.
 
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