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GoPeaceful

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May 14, 2018
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After suffering for years in my life (I first registered here in may 2018), I am finally ready to go. Unfortunately, I waited too long and my method of choosing (N) seems now unavailable. Therefore I have resorted to phenobarbital.

The PP-Handbook states that 10g should be enough of killing me. To be sure I ordered 12g. To prevent vomiting I ordered 20x30mg metoclopramide, after that, I will take 100x2,5mg of lorazepam and shortly after that the deadly dose of phenobarbital. The lorazepam will take some time until it forces me to sleep, during that time I will drink some vodka to potentate the effects of the drugs involved.

I have chosen a great spot in the woods, to say my final goodbye to this world. I am very unlikely to be found soon.

As I am really scared of failing, can I do anything to go faster? But please only medicament-wise, bags/ropes make me feel uncomfortable.

Thank you.

GoPeaceful
 
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deathissosad

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Nov 17, 2022
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Where on earth did u find phenobarbital?!
 
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So did I with the lorazepam. The metoclopramide was described by my physician, when I stated that my migraine would only vanish, when I take a combination of metoclopramide and a painkiller.
 
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