Always a sad time when we lose forum members, I hope she's happy wherever she chose to go, I envy her strength very much.
I want to die so badly, ashamed of living, sick of this world, been crying so much, I have too make an attempt soon, it cannot wait anymore, I wish to escape this world, this universe, this hell, I hate its very laws. I also don't want to endlessly browse this forum, I too want to succeed.