leaving soon

[leeloosnow]

hey friends, I know I've been MIA for a while and that's due to life chaos. Like, everything is going wrong and I just can't take it anymore. So, I have most of what I need. method is SN. I will ctb either late tonite or end of next week. Gotta make sure them mousies are okay. I'm so grateful for all of you, and I will update when I ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Elle]

Sending my love and best wishes

 

[leeloosnow]

It looks like a very few people are wanting to help find some solutions for my situation, I will try it. Ironically I got the rest of my ctb kit today too so I guess it could go either way. I still feel 99% hopeless about life or wanting to have one

 

[leeloosnow]

Like, it's really hard for me to see the point of it all. I'm not young I don't have assets and I'm basically a human disposable cup. I no longer trust or feel safe, and the brief moments I do, I end up kicking myself in the ass for it. I'm very dubious about this attempt to not ctb but I'll keep ya posted

 

[CTB Dream]

V sry this awfl rly miss u vry sry cruel life make u this, hope peace any want talk here ok

 

[Zegers]

May we find wellness

 

[day]

Thanks for all your hard work and helping maintain such a wonderful community.

Wish you the best of your travels and I hope you feel peace.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope you can make peace with your decision- either way.

 

[AnxietyHangover]

You were very kind to me when we talked, I wish life was better for you. I understand your struggle and I hope peace is coming, whatever your decision is.