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tystero

Member
Feb 11, 2023
25
Well, spending the weeks here has been fun. Sorry for not posting that much.

At last, all good things come to an end.

I follow the guide from Suicide Wiki here.

Here is my timeline:
0 minutes1000mg of Paracetamol
30 minutes2x10mg of Domperidone
60 minutesA glass of 50ml water + 25g of SN
100 minutesHopefully unconscious and very dead

My weight is 66kg and I dry fasted for 10 hours.

I'll be watching the 6th episode of The Last Of Us throughout the whole process. It's a shame I won't live to see the end of the series.

If I don't come back in a few days, I'm either hospitalized or I'm finally free.
 
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leeloosnow

leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
peace be with you frend

Brathrt
 
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Dominicka

Member
Dec 22, 2021
98
Good luck to you, I hope you find peace. If you can please let us know how you're doing after you drink it.

NO PRESSURE TO DO THAT!!!!!! Do what feels right for you. Eternal rest soon coming my way, too.
 
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ElfenLied

ElfenLied

Aren't we all monsters inside?
Jan 15, 2023
40
Good luck friend, may everything go well and may you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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NHLTradeRumor

NHLTradeRumor

wow life sucks
Dec 13, 2022
106
Rest in peace my friend. I'll be joining soon hopefully
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,116
Using terms like "all good things come to an end" and "it's a shame I won't get to see the end of the series" makes me think you are not 100% about your decision? It's ok to change your mind, to wait a while and see if things improve. You can also chat to us here and see if we can help, or just listen. But I respect your decision either way and wish you peace whatever you choose.
 
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tystero

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Feb 11, 2023
25
Using terms like "all good things come to an end" and "it's a shame I won't get to see the end of the series" makes me think you are not 100% about your decision? It's ok to change your mind, to wait a while and see if things improve. You can also chat to us here and see if we can help, or just listen. But I respect your decision either way and wish you peace whatever you choose.
I'm pretty much whatever goes for this. My life won't be improved. This is the end of me. Once I drank the glass I'll be at peace. 20 minutes left.
 
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tirednorthernsoul

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Feb 7, 2023
32
I'm sorry to hear that life has been painful enough to lead you to this juncture. I sincerely hope you find the peace you're hoping for.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Good luck. Keep us posted if you want.
 
ThatFlyIndividual

ThatFlyIndividual

this sucks
Feb 20, 2023
39
Sorry about the path has lead you down I hope you meet a peaceful end.
 
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Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
I wish you a smooth transition and an eternally peaceful sleep. :'(
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
430
Whatever happens, hope it's peaceful and your worries fade away.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
See you on the Other Side.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,233
Burning a little candle for you, I hope it guides your soul to love and warmth
 
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disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
451
Good luck to you, have a good trip, rest in peace, if you go through with your decision, after having thought about it beforehand. I hope it will go well for you.
 
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Implicationz

Member
Jan 10, 2023
7
Useless comment, to say the least :-(
I thought it was more 'cheers' as in a toast to his last drink (SN).

Either way. I wish you peace friend. I hope your passing was painless and brought you joy in your final moments.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
stermc

stermc

libertas quae sera tamen
Nov 24, 2022
945
May you find peace and freedom. See you ♥️🫡
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,761
I hope that you found the freedom that you wished for, rest in peace.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Looks like he succeeded--R.I.P.
 
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Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

I banish you to the underworld for all eternity
Feb 3, 2023
88
toiaistired

toiaistired

Member
Sep 12, 2022
11
Well, spending the weeks here has been fun. Sorry for not posting that much.

At last, all good things come to an end.

I follow the guide from Suicide Wiki here.

Here is my timeline:
0 minutes1000mg of Paracetamol
30 minutes2x10mg of Domperidone
60 minutesA glass of 50ml water + 25g of SN
100 minutesHopefully unconscious and very dead

My weight is 66kg and I dry fasted for 10 hours.

I'll be watching the 6th episode of The Last Of Us throughout the whole process. It's a shame I won't live to see the end of the series.

If I don't come back in a few days, I'm either hospitalized or I'm finally free.
peace be with you 💖
 

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