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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
I bought SN on a popular auction website. I'm sick of waiting and want to ctb NOW. I'm thinking carbon monoxide by burning coals. Are there any other quick, painless methods? Sadly don't have the courage for hanging, jumping off a bridge etc. Or what are the best tablets or anything I can take?
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
Coals are hit and miss. Just look around this site, even people that set up everything right have survived. Then you hear the news stories of other people with a fresh source of air died by accident. Or 2 people in the same space where 1 died and the other lived...

Also think about your environment, you don't want to possibly poison someone else, or the person that may find you. I mean... Charcoal works eventually, but sometimes it takes 1,2 or even 3 attempts. That's a lot of days you need to be isolated with no one looking for you.
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
Coals are hit and miss. Just look around this site, even people that set up everything right have survived, while other people with a fresh source of air died by accident. Also think about your environment, you don't want to possibly poison someone else, or the person that may find you. I mean... Charcoal works eventually, but sometimes it takes 1,2 or even 3 attempts. That's a lot of days you need to be isolated with no one looking for you.

Damn that sucks. Thanks for the info though. Shame I'm too much of a coward to hang myself. I'll probably have to go with propanolol overdose again
 
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Aug 30, 2019
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If you're looking for things you can get and set up within a day you're probably looking at carbon monoxide, or firearm (if you have access to one).

Quick and painless isn't a very long list, taking out hanging and jumping it's even smaller... without either getting N, planning, fasting, using meto for SN, or shooting yourself it might take a bit longer unfortunately.
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
Damn that sucks. Thanks for the info though. Shame I'm too much of a coward to hang myself. I'll probably have to go with propanolol overdose again
I'm to scared to hang myself too... I mean so many people do it, and it sure is effective, but I know me. There is just no way I could do it.
 
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Astral316

Astral316

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Aug 26, 2019
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Success at ctb takes time. I'd follow through with the SN purchase.
 
imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
Success at ctb takes time. I'd follow through with the SN purchase.

I guess you're right and it's worth the wait to go in a quick, painless way. I'm just so fucking sick of suffering here. Every day I have to remain here is torture. I'm really considering hanging now so I can just get it over with
 
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