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IHurtTheOneILove

IHurtTheOneILove

Experienced
Dec 16, 2023
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I'm planning to CTB in about a week with the gun I just purchased. I'm currently talking to this one girl and I keep getting this weird icky feeling like I'm leading her on.

I want to feel comfortable in my last days alive but also i cant be upfront and say "ya im gonna blow my brains out soon"

What should I do?
 
Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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If it were me, I'd step back. Your decision to CTB is yours and I think most people here respect that, but imagine how you'd feel if the situation were reversed. She's going to live with that for the rest of her life. And it's not about what she thinks about you after the fact but the devastating impact it could have on her life and future. X
 
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