Laying on train tracks

[Bapremp]

So, i want a quick death and what i have been planning and prepared for is suspension hanging, but the fear of not losing my consciousness fast and hang there in extreme pain while suffocating to death scares the shit out of me, and where i live it's next to impossible to get a hold of a firearm or fentanyl, which are two ways i would've preferred, especially Fentanyl.

So i came to think about this, just laying on the train tracks drugged down with cns depressants with the neck at one of them, which should lead to an instant death/decapitation. But from what i've gathered there's alot of electricity running through these, but laying a rubber mat over them should fix this problem, no?

 

[Kalista]

thick, non-wet rubber mat

know how much voltage it carries. high voltage beyond the rubber mat's insulating material threshold can break it down.

 

[mlha]

But from what i've gathered there's alot of electricity running through these

Is there a overhead line? Then the voltage is between tracks and the overhead line, you don't need insulation on the tracks. Is it a system with a third rail then you have to avoid the third rail.

 

[Bapremp]

Yes, there's lines over it and only two rails. So there's no electricity in these two? Cause i don't want to get fried

 

[mlha]

There is a voltage between two rails for signaling, but it won't fry you, it's only

1.5 to 12 V DC

 

[Bapremp]

Had a look at the trains here, and they have like a "protection" at the front bottom, probably to prevent things from going under it, so sadly this isn't an alternative because i would probably be "pushed" for a distance untill i eventually got squeezed in between that narrow gap and end up under the train, so probably real painful for the short time it lasts.

God i wish i could get my hands on Fentanyl, but here in Scandinavia i haven't managed to find it at any dw site, in the US there's a shit ton of sellers though. We just don't have the same heroin/fent problem here in the EU as the US. Getting a hold of a firearm is also next to impossible unless you're living a criminal life with contacts or in a gang. So frustrating, because i can't come up with any other painless way to go out than those two that i feel comfortable with, sure, normal heroin in a high enough dose taken IV combined with a few other CNS depressants would probably do it, but i would nod off before being able to inject the full lethal dose since i have no tolerance to opioids. Any other suggestions?