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[Final Escape]

Turns out it's a girl. I assumed it was a guy because she has the guts of a fucking Seal Team 6 leader.

Damn!

 

[Moony21]

I think most people on here are serious AF.

Edit: A guy who mostly just lurks pm'd me today so I could look at his lab values... he's been ingesting benzene to give himself eosinophilic leukemia so his family will think he died of natural causes. And it looks like it's working. Leukemia. Inducing cancer by loading himself up with a petrochemical. I just about fell the fuck over.

How does she ingesting benzene?

 

[gingerplum]

How does she ingesting benzene?

I don't know, and I wouldn't tell you if I did. I would never, ever endorse this method.

 

[Sunlight99]

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Can anyone buy benzene?

I don't know, and I wouldn't tell you if I did. I would never, ever endorse this method.

I am thinking about it. I figure at a certain point close to death I would be heavily sedated.

 

[deathbycakes]

yes you can, and yes, itd not wotrj it. fond qnotjer way
o agot aplastic anameia from
and ths whole months been like hell, fouded out ouncnonscioness
i have almost 0 bone marror in my body and product anthyng, also there a bleedeng under cranial skin that makes mi sick unbereabrle. good thing is i have full insurance, brother want to take care of my pet shelter, and i have my mum here with me

 

[bacardirum]

has anyone on this site actually killed them selves ?

You seem disappointed :)

 

[spanishguy22]

yes you can, and yes, itd not wotrj it. fond qnotjer way
o agot aplastic anameia from
and ths whole months been like hell, fouded out ouncnonscioness
i have almost 0 bone marror in my body and product anthyng, also there a bleedeng under cranial skin that makes mi sick unbereabrle. good thing is i have full insurance, brother want to take care of my pet shelter, and i have my mum here with me

How are you cakes? I'm sorry that you're suffering... Do you think at least you will die? I was thinking about the benzene thing. Sorry again...

 

[ExitTheDay]

Yes from what I've read on here lots of users have sadly taken their own lives

 

[BridgeJumper]

Im an artist and sometimes I ingest paint in hopes of giving myself cancer. I havent got it so far, instead I experienced violent vomiting until theres nothing left in me, heart palpitations, slurred speech, werd taste in mouth, eye dilation and running fevers. My art therapist told me it could make me infertile by acummulating toxins in my body but its a win since Id never want to pass down my mental illness to a kid. Overall 5/10 kinda recommend.

 

[Roger]

How does she ingesting benzene?

Coo. I was exposed to benzene (plus styrene and pyrene) fumes over a period of weeks in August 1987.
So far no ill effects.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

Edit: A guy who mostly just lurks pm'd me today so I could look at his lab values... he's been ingesting benzene to give himself eosinophilic leukemia so his family will think he died of natural causes. And it looks like it's working. Leukemia. Inducing cancer by loading himself up with a petrochemical. I just about fell the fuck over.

That's actually one of the most interesting things I've read on here. Not that I want to do that, but I'll have to research it.

 

[Sunlight99]

That's actually one of the most interesting things I've read on here. Not that I want to do that, but I'll have to research it.

It was deathbycakes and she said it was horrible.

 

[¡!¡!¡!]

I know this is kind of an old thread but still. I have been reading this forum for quite a long time but only decided to register yesterday. I kid you not- i have been thinking of digesting benzene for quite some time and this is the first time i have ever heard of anyone actually doing it. I found a lot of comfort knowing im not alone in this. I have researched everything on benzene possible but i cannot buy it because it is not sold freely where i live. I cant order it online because my parents would be curious of what i bought (not in a weird way or anything). Im still not 100% sure this is gonna be my method or that i will actually do it. Id appreciate it greatly if anyone would be willing to discuss it with me some more. (I cant PM yet)