Discussion Last thing to do

[Read123456788]

When I first found this site it somehow kept me going. Full of people that understood and didn't have judgement. It's been a long time coming for me to finally ctb and I have one last thing to do which involes a weekend away and then when I return home I'm going to ctb probably in a week or two.

I've sorted out my belongings etc so less for family to do when I do Ctb.

Just going to try and put myself in some good memories before I shoot off. So thank you all for being around. Hope we all find the peace we need either alive or beyond.

If anyone wants a chat etc whilst I'm hanging about feel free !

But also, wanted to add I've seen that we can make donations to this site and I will be sending some before I do ctb. I'm not rich by any means but if I can spare a couple of quid to help the next person in my position have access to this site then it is so worth it.

 

[Rhea]

Hope you have fun on your weekend away and I wish you luck with your attempt. But I must ask, why does it matter to you do something fun before you off yourself? You'll be dead, I don't see the point.

 

[JimFord99]

When I first found this site it somehow kept me going. Full of people that understood and didn't have judgement. It's been a long time coming for me to finally ctb and I have one last thing to do which involes a weekend away and then when I return home I'm going to ctb probably in a week or two.

I've sorted out my belongings etc so less for family to do when I do Ctb.

Just going to try and put myself in some good memories before I shoot off. So thank you all for being around. Hope we all find the peace we need either alive or beyond.

If anyone wants a chat etc whilst I'm hanging about feel free !

But also, wanted to add I've seen that we can make donations to this site and I will be sending some before I do ctb. I'm not rich by any means but if I can spare a couple of quid to help the next person in my position have access to this site then it is so worth it.

Hey, if you want a private chat, PM me. I had some deep conversations in private with members of SSF

 

[Read123456788]

Hope you have fun on your weekend away and I wish you luck with your attempt. But I must ask, why does it matter to you do something fun before you off yourself? You'll be dead, I don't see the point.

You are absolutely 100% I don't buy things for me anymore I don't have no interest in anything. but I have a couple of young kids in the family who are looking forward to this weekend so I don't want to spoil it before or spoil it by being my usual miserable self. Want to try give them the old me before I leave. If that makes any sense ? X

Hey, if you want a private chat, PM me. I had some deep conversations in private with members of SSF

Hey @JimFord99 yeah I will for sure, think I've still not got the PM feature yet but will do when I can thank you

 

[Rhea]

You are absolutely 100% I don't buy things for me anymore I don't have no interest in anything. but I have a couple of young kids in the family who are looking forward to this weekend so I don't want to spoil it before or spoil it by being my usual miserable self. Want to try give them the old me before I leave. If that makes any sense ? X

Yeah that makes perfect sense, I though you were going on a small trip or something similar to satisfy yourself and not other.

 

[Read123456788]

@Rhea ah yeah I didn't properly explain. Really don't want to go but will suck it up eh! I can't help think every penny I spend is a waste of money. Felt guilty buying toast this morning haha

 

[JimFord99]

You are absolutely 100% I don't buy things for me anymore I don't have no interest in anything. but I have a couple of young kids in the family who are looking forward to this weekend so I don't want to spoil it before or spoil it by being my usual miserable self. Want to try give them the old me before I leave. If that makes any sense ? X

Hey @JimFord99 yeah I will for sure, think I've still not got the PM feature yet but will do when I can thank you

You are most welcome.