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Cara7177

Trying to end it all
Feb 9, 2024
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Wrote my letter of last instructions, spelling out who should be notified of my death, that I do not want my life prolonged by artificial means if I become incapacitated (if I botch the job), and what should be done with my remains. Now all I have to do is print & sign it, and place it near my body when I ctb.
 
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strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
Wrote my letter of last instructions, spelling out who should be notified of my death, that I do not want my life prolonged by artificial means if I become incapacitated (if I botch the job), and what should be done with my remains. Now all I have to do is print & sign it, and place it near my body when I ctb.
I'm really sorry… what method you choose?
 
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Cara7177

Trying to end it all
Feb 9, 2024
106
Researching Tetrahydrozoline (eye drops) to get the dosage right (last time I only ingested one bottle and nothing happened, but I read online that a woman murdered her husband with 20 bottles of it and another woman murdered her stepmother with 8 bottles). So I'm going to start stockpiling it for my big trip.
 
strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
Researching Tetrahydrozoline (eye drops) to get the dosage right (last time I only ingested one bottle and nothing happened, but I read online that a woman murdered her husband with 20 bottles of it and another woman murdered her stepmother with 8 bottles). So I'm going to start stockpiling it for my big trip.
very unusual method, need to make a research
 
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Chelsea Leng

Student
Feb 3, 2024
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Wrote my letter of last instructions, spelling out who should be notified of my death, that I do not want my life prolonged by artificial means if I become incapacitated (if I botch the job), and what should be done with my remains. Now all I have to do is print & sign it, and place it near my body when I ctb.

what method do you prefer?
 
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iloverachel

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Mar 7, 2024
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Good bye my friend! I wish you find peace and are no longer in pain and misery

We will miss you
 
strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
what method do you prefer?

Researching Tetrahydrozoline (eye drops) to get the dosage right (last time I only ingested one bottle and nothing happened, but I read online that a woman murdered her husband with 20 bottles of it and another woman murdered her stepmother with 8 bottles). So I'm going to start stockpiling it for my big trip.
The thread about
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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I hope you find peace and that maybe there is some hope that you can move forward.

Peace
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,883
I wish you the best of luck in your plans.
 
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Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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Wishing you eternal peace with whatever happens OP.
 
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Raven_Nevermore

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Feb 18, 2024
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Researching Tetrahydrozoline (eye drops) to get the dosage right (last time I only ingested one bottle and nothing happened, but I read online that a woman murdered her husband with 20 bottles of it and another woman murdered her stepmother with 8 bottles). So I'm going to start stockpiling it for my big trip.
I've been stockpiling Visine and already poured 21 of them into a water bottle I have ear tagged and hidden in my bedroom
(underneath pile of clothes. I'm continuing to 'research' MORE to ensure my demise. I'm so fucking fed up with failing at suicide over and over again. I'm considering following through with this in a nearby cemetery that is very secluded and out of the way. There's a gazebo there. I mean there ISN'T even any blacktop or road for a hearse to bring someone there for burial at this cemetery. I intend to bring copy of my signed witnesses advanced directives that state I'm DNR (do not resuscitate) I haven't YET set date and time to follow through with it. I'm scared of a family member or anyone else for that matter interfering or intervening.
 
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