Venting Last day hopefully

[moonlightwhisper]

I'm currently under the bridge of my town right now. With a heavy backpack, a bottle of alcohol and knife.

My ideal plan is getting myself drunk enough to lower my anxiety for part 2. Which is stabbing my neck and throwing myself on the river underneath the bridge with the backpack on.

That's the only plausible method I've managed to think of to now. Since my last one failed.

 

[Hvergelmir]

That's the only plausible method I've managed to think of to now. Since my last one failed.

You do see how poor that plan is right?

If you want if to fail, instead seek help through conventional channels.
If you want it to succeed, use a conventional method. Something as simple as a rope would be much more reliable, and much less painful.

 

[Leiot]

Not to mention painful. I hope you find something better.

 

[moonlightwhisper]

You do see how poor that plan is right?

If you want if to fail, instead seek help through conventional channels.
If you want it to succeed, use a conventional method. Something as simple as a rope would be much more reliable, and much less painful.

It's worth it. That momentary pain. I'll die, I'll make sure I die even if it's the most painful method out there. Thank you but I can't do it anymore

 

[CatLvr]

I understand the amount of anguish you must be in in order to consider this way out a viable plan. But please please rethink this. There is no shame in waiting until you have a less painful, more likely to succeed, plan in place.

Whatever you decide, though, know we are here for you and support your decision in the end. May you find the peace we all seek.

 

[Hvergelmir]

It's worth it. That momentary pain. I'll die, I'll make sure I die even if it's the most painful method out there. Thank you but I can't do it anymore

Why do you insist on a painful unreliable method though? It'll be unnecessarily difficult to pull off.

 

[SVEN]

I'm so sorry you're desperate enough to be willing to go through with such a hit and miss method. My best wishes, whatever your decision.

 

[moonlightwhisper]

Why do you insist on a painful unreliable method though? It'll be unnecessarily difficult to pull off.

It's difficult to explain and not all methods is easy to pull off. I seek out this one since it's much easier for me. Even if I experience excruciating pain.. it's worth it

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.