Story Knowing that I'll kms soon, or when it gets even tougher, I kind of enjoy my days and its copes

[KillingPain267]

But the thought of having to continue this meaningless coping to mask the suffering for another half a century is too depressing. Only the thought of it all being done very soon helps me half-way enjoy life despite it being so bizarre and the world so clownish.

Also, the fact that if it gets even tougher tthan it is I can jet be like "alright see ya"

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

this is exactly how I feel, I think I'm more appreciative of my days because I know I will be gone soon.