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jinmaopoison

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Oct 6, 2025
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So I want to do and experience some really cool shit before I ctb so im thinking of trying drugs. I've never smoked weed I just cant get past the smell but for stuff like lsd and ketamine and hallucinogenics where would I find them? I dont know anyone and ive heard people say looking on dating apps is an option. I just cant go up to someone at a party and be like "hi one ketamine please".
 
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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
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I got LSD from a coworker. But we're both open potheads to eachother so she kinda mentioned it first and I asked if I could buy
 
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X-sanguinate86

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Sep 26, 2025
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I've heard about some people getting Ketamine through special medical routes but you probably have to luck out and plus it's only in certain countries. I believe it has been used for depression in the UK.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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I can order it from the dark web.
 
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hellispink

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May 26, 2022
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Did u found? I am looking as well to have a nice time before leaving
 
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Unlucky777

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Dec 10, 2025
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For ketamine you can get it legally from a psychiatrist that does ketamine therapy.
 
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MyLastTour

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Dec 6, 2025
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If you're wanting smth kind of like ketamine but easily accessible, try DXM. It's sold OTC as a cough suppressant or online and is legal mostly everywhere. Just make sure you're only getting something with just Dextromethorphan in it and no other active ingredients,
 
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emptyshells

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Dec 28, 2025
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Second the DXM. Dextromethorphan is a super easy high to get. You can pour it into soda to mask the taste. Just do research on brands beforehand.

Alternatively, if you know people who sell weed, they may either sell other drugs or know sellers of other drugs. There are a lot of weed shops near me that also sell mushrooms, but I know of individual dealers who sell coke, pills and acid as well.

If you can't stand the smell of weed, I'd recommend edibles, if you can get your hands on any. They're a better + longer high anyways. It's better to start small than to jump into the deep end. If you react badly to weed, you can sleep it off. If you react badly on ket, you might wake up in an ambulance or a cop shop. Just advice.

For harder drugs, I'd recommend Grindr. People offered me drugs on there all the time. Ket, fet, meth, ecstasy... You don't need to be gay. Just set up a blank profile with "looking for drugs." Should get you what you are looking for, but be smart about that, because you can get into trouble meeting internet strangers. Never go to someone's house. Meet at a park or something.

I've never done anything harder than shrooms, and that's weak sauce compared to ket. Which I would totally try on my last day.
 
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a4001

Waste of Skin
Oct 26, 2025
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For harder drugs, I'd recommend Grindr. People offered me drugs on there all the time. Ket, fet, meth, ecstasy... You don't need to be gay. Just set up a blank profile with "looking for drugs." Should get you what you are looking for, but be smart about that, because you can get into trouble meeting internet strangers. Never go to someone's house. Meet at a park or something.
Does the Grindr route actually work, I've heard of it before but it always seemed fed to me. Also just seemed scary, not really cus of what would happen to me but just dumbfuck social anxiety and never interacting with strangers like that before
 
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emptyshells

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Dec 28, 2025
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Does the Grindr route actually work, I've heard of it before but it always seemed fed to me. Also just seemed scary, not really cus of what would happen to me but just dumbfuck social anxiety and never interacting with strangers like that before
Yes. I knew a girl who got all of her items with that method. Though it depends on the area you're in, obviously. Local drug runners may have stomped out smaller dealers. You run the risk of assault, which you can do things to minimize but never guarantee as a zero percent chance. You're also likely to get hard drugs, so if you're just looking for a little molly, it might not work out.

You might meet up with a cop. It's unlikely, but not impossible. Cops usually don't waste their time running stings that way, because it's a lot of work for only the potential of an arrest. You also run the risk of the argument of entrapment, doing it that way. But there are also gay cops who do drugs who will happily fuck you and do drugs with you, only to arrest you when they're done. Niche scenario, but if we're being honest here...

Interacting with strangers gets easier with practice. Though I may be at an advantage, given my mental health problems. My anxiety typically just gives way to dissociation, and I don't feel much of anything, after a certain threshold of panic is met. So maybe it doesn't get any less scary, and I'm just ill.

I'd recommend a public place, arriving early, choosing a decent vantage point, and studying the person who shows up.
I'd also recommend just talking to local drug users. They'll know someone. The downtown stoners where I live are all friends with the coke dealer, because he used to sell weed and he gets them good deals on poppers.
Crawling bars for people who frequently visit the bathroom and come back with a sniffle, then asking them about finding a decent high over a shared joint is the go to for my area. But drug culture is different everywhere, so you have to play by your local rules. If you live somewhere with very strict drug laws, the scene will be further underground. If you live in my shithole, people will offer you ice to sleep with them on Grindr.

So, it all depends. Like Bat12 says, your local dealer, if you can find one, will know someone who has what you want, or will be able to get it directly for you. If you're attractive, you can also slum around parties, and people may offer you something. This also runs the risk of assault, worse than fishing on Grindr.

This is not advocacy for doing drugs. Drugs will fuck you up. Drugs can and usually will get you involved with some of the worst people out there. But if you're going to do drugs, do it smartly and safely. As smartly and safely as you can. Don't get stabbed because you yelled "Does anyone have blow?" at a house party. Don't get arrested asking a cop for some fet. And don't do drugs unless you are at peace with death, because if it's hard and/or it's cut wrong, it can kill you. Choking to death on your own vomit or slowly suffocating as opiates stop your respiratory system isn't a comfortable death. Not to lecture, though, because I believe we are all entitled to our own choices. Just a word of wisdom.
 
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hellogoodbye999

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Dec 14, 2025
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So I want to do and experience some really cool shit before I ctb so im thinking of trying drugs. I've never smoked weed I just cant get past the smell but for stuff like lsd and ketamine and hallucinogenics where would I find them? I dont know anyone and ive heard people say looking on dating apps is an option. I just cant go up to someone at a party and be like "hi one ketamine please".
Try edibles first, if you get into the hard stuff too quickly you can mess up horribly. You'd probably suffer a psychotic episode and CTB in a painful way
 

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