just witnessed a CTB by train

[bladerunner6]

How fast was the train moving?
In what position was she when the train hit her and like was she standing on the tracks or jumped in front of the train?

 

[glitterypearls]

It's a messy method, It will traumatize other people but I'm sure she experienced so much pain that would lead her to choose this method. I'm glad she succeeded and didn't end with long-life injury and disability.

20 isn't a teen but and adult. I noticed how our generation (early 20s) and younger people tend to pick trains or hanging. people been romanticizing hanging and trains lately... especially CTB using a train. I wonder what all of that is about.

 

[blacksand]

You have to be absolutely committed for that death. Massive bravery to pull it off.

 

[SilentSadness]

It must have been a traumatic death for both herself and others, but this is the result of assisted suicide being illegal. I don't blame her at all and her courage is inspirational.

 

[No_Lxve]

How fast was the train moving?
In what position was she when the train hit her and like was, she standing on the tracks or jumped in front of the train?

train was still going full speed.

when the train hit her, she got hit on her right side, head hit the window before she hit the tracks.

she jumped in front of the train.

It's a messy method, It will traumatize other people but I'm sure she experienced so much pain that would lead her to choose this method. I'm glad she succeeded and didn't end with long-life injury and disability.

20 isn't a teen but and adult. I noticed how our generation (early 20s) and younger people tend to pick trains or hanging. people been romanticizing hanging and trains lately... especially CTB using a train. I wonder what all of that is about.

first off thank you for the respect.

and I'm pretty sure is because some people (not everyone but most) aren't very well informed about those methods. so, they think it's just instant death when its really a gamble.

 

[Relic]

for the people who decide to CTB by train. her death was instant. yet it was painful

I was hit by a truck. The pain came later, when I woke up. When death is imminent, the brain switches off, also adrenaline can mask some pain. But with that kind of impact, it is instant lights out. Although they said I was screaming while unconscious.

 

[Valky]

I am really sorry that you had to witness this. And I am also incredibly sorry for that person.

I hope her travels were safe, even if they started painfully. May she Rest in Peace <3

 

[No_Lxve]

I was hit by a truck. The pain came later, when I woke up. When death is imminent, the brain switches off, also adrenaline can mask some pain. But with that kind of impact, it is instant lights out. Although they said I was screaming while unconscious.

hope you're fine now.

 

[Relic]

hope you're fine now.

Thank you.
Well, a lifetime of chronic pain, but it could have been worse. Also, had I been older when it happened, it would have been non-survivable.

 

[Unknown21]

I wish i had this courage.

 

[never mind me]

May she rest in peace.
It may be an inappropriate comment, but I am envious. I wish I had the courage to do this or better yet I wish I would have had the courage to have done this many years ago.

 

[clockwork_cat]

I saw everything, just wanted to make this thread to pay respects for the teen who seemed to be around my age (20).

for the people who decide to CTB by train. her death was instant. yet it was painful, and I don't think it would be a great method to attempt.

AMA if you guys have any questions, otherwise I would like it if you guys would just pay respects for this tragedy, her life might've sucked but at least she doesn't have to deal with this shitty world.

thank you

How are you sure that it was instant? Was she recognizable after?

 

[No_Lxve]

How are you sure that it was instant? Was she recognizable after?

it was instant since the train was going full speed and she was also dismembered

 

[clockwork_cat]

it was instant since the train was going full speed and she was also dismembered

My friend was ran over and somehow wasn't completely dismembered. I wonder if it was instant for him too.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Did you see the aftermath?

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I'm sorry you had to witness that. Poor girl, I know I would never be able to force myself to do that. She must've been in so much pain. I think for me, not only does it take massive guts I don't have to do that, it's also the not knowing if it's lights out forever or if you'll wake up a few days/weeks later in god knows what state...I would never consider a train or jumping-I know I couldn't do it and don't wanna risk involving other people or surviving with horrific injuries.

May she rest in peace now her suffering is over.

 

[No_Lxve]

Did you see the aftermath?

yea, it was gruesome.

 

[Ambivalent1]

yea, it was gruesome.

Like lasagna thrown on the ground?

 

[No_Lxve]

Like lasagna thrown on the ground?

her neck, her stomach and one of her legs were literally dismembered. which is why I stated that it was gruesome and i feel like if anyone else saw a scene like that they would be traumatized for sure. I didn't suffer from trauma as much but when I went to sleep that night, my mind would replay that scene sometimes.

 

[Scythe]

May their mind finally find peace, they deserve it after finding the courage to do this.

 

[Ambivalent1]

her neck, her stomach and one of her legs were literally dismembered. which is why I stated that it was gruesome and i feel like if anyone else saw a scene like that they would be traumatized for sure. I didn't suffer from trauma as much but when I went to sleep that night, my mind would replay that scene sometimes.

Do you think she felt it?

 

[Velvet Fortress]

Fuck. I'm in the metro right now and it's getting real tempting

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

her neck, her stomach and one of her legs were literally dismembered. which is why I stated that it was gruesome and i feel like if anyone else saw a scene like that they would be traumatized for sure. I didn't suffer from trauma as much but when I went to sleep that night, my mind would replay that scene sometimes.

I'm so sorry that you had to see that, I think you did suffer from trauma, probably a form of PTSD from how it sounds.

 

[No_Lxve]

Do you think she felt it?

well probably not since the train was still going full speed, she jumped in front of it, and it hit her right side of her body and head before she hit the tracks.

I'm so sorry that you had to see that, I think you did suffer from trauma, probably a form of PTSD from how it sounds.

you think? the scene only replayed about 3 times before I got some actual sleep, today I wasn't really thinking about it.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

well probably not since the train was still going full speed, she jumped in front of it, and it hit her right side of her body and head before she hit the tracks.

you think? the scene only replayed about 3 times before I got some actual sleep, today I wasn't really thinking about it.

No clue for sure, I'm not licensed but I have PTSD and I know I had my trauma replay in my head quite a bit, but maybe 3 times isn't much and if you haven't thought about it at all, maybe not. I don't wanna assume or lie, just a thought I guess

 

[vindica]

I hope she is in a better place. I also hope you're doing alright. Death is a release, and I hope that freedom grants her peace.

I admit I'm too afraid to even read the descriptions of how she was dismembered. I'm really sorry that you had to witness this, but I also hope you're feeling alright in spite of it.

I'm grateful that you posted this and you're answering our questions. Thank you for sharing.

 

[Tobacco]

I can't even imagine the pain that she must have been trough for her to choose that method. I just hope that she's at peace now.

Not being born is truly the best option.