So I was contacted by a group of Clinicians and Dr's and cancer specialists yesterday, then again today. Seems that there is a trial for a experimental drug and also a new treatment for AML. Got my hopes up then killed then up again then into the unknown for a day then 2 days. Seems on would conflict with the other. Here I am looking at my ctb solution I had to spend a lot of money to get back and now wondering wtf. !! Playing games again? My life has been through so many of those games and hoops and trips to hospitals and ctb's 3 times lost hearing war military service, Honorable Discharge,, sometimes I wonder where is the honor in that war and my part, PTSD Raped, etc etc. Now... wait? See what happens? They say can try it but caution flags are everywhere. Could even die right away if conflict with these two drugs can't be made to work. But if they can solve this issue then treatment clinical trial acute myeloid leukemia (AML) and COPD trial of BREZTRI combines 3 medicines, an inhaled corticosteroid (ICS) medicine (budesonide), an anticholinergic medicine (glycopyrrolate), and a long-acting beta2-adrenergic agonist (LABA) medicine (formoterol fumarate). Treatment for the COPD/lung cancer could buy me lots of time.
But again could also mean very bad extreme pain and suffering if it goes wrong.
I hate that these things come up last minute and everything is set for my ctb. This sounds like the very thing I want to avoid going through and ctb would prevent it but at same time if it goes as planned could mean years more life. Do I want it? I don't know but they are not giving much time to decide. Wednesday try or say no thanks. There is also one more thing I found out there is a way for me to die with help. I have to take pills myself but can get them if needed. I just don't trust pills. Well I hope anyone who reads this will have something to think about themselves. Wish you all peaceful good journey whichever you choose to do.
Peace to you all.
But again could also mean very bad extreme pain and suffering if it goes wrong.
I hate that these things come up last minute and everything is set for my ctb. This sounds like the very thing I want to avoid going through and ctb would prevent it but at same time if it goes as planned could mean years more life. Do I want it? I don't know but they are not giving much time to decide. Wednesday try or say no thanks. There is also one more thing I found out there is a way for me to die with help. I have to take pills myself but can get them if needed. I just don't trust pills. Well I hope anyone who reads this will have something to think about themselves. Wish you all peaceful good journey whichever you choose to do.
Peace to you all.
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