Venting Just weighing out my sn

[deadbehindtheeyes12]

I'm trying not to die but the pain is so intense just weighed out my sn. Had a little taste cor is it salty. Love you all. My dad is coming home at lunch and I'm not sure if I wanna say goodbye to him once more or for him to find me

12:06 taken ae promethazine and olanzipine one each
12:20 just threw up from my one sip how do people do this

Okay so I threw up a bunch got a horrible headache and then napped until now

 

[LostSoul1965]

I'm trying not to die but the pain is so intense just weighed out my sn. Had a little taste cor is it salty. Love you all. My dad is coming home at lunch and I'm not sure if I wanna say goodbye to him once more or for him to find me

12:06 taken ae promethazine and olanzipine one each
12:20 just threw up from my one sip how do people do this

Most people do throw up but to be successful one has to get past that.

 

[CatLvr]

If you are not trying to die, then do not drink it. I know you hurt. I know you are suffering. But please don't do this in a whim. Whatever you do, we are here for you. There is no shame in waiting.

 

[deadbehindtheeyes12]

If you are not trying to die, then do not drink it. I know you hurt. I know you are suffering. But please don't do this in a whim. Whatever you do, we are here for you. There is no shame in waiting.

I didn't drink enough. Wasn't a whim I'm trapped in this body for 9 years with chronic pain but I appreciate the sentiment

 

[CatLvr]

I didn't drink enough. Wasn't a whim I'm trapped in this body for 9 years with chronic pain but I appreciate the sentiment

I see. And I'm sorry you have been hurting for so long.

 

[maniac116]

Impulsive acts don't work!
I would make a detailed plan (see megathreads) and rigidly stick to it. It's important to follow your plan in order to succeed