Venting Just want to be fine and ok

[moshimoshi]

Please I just want ti be fine and okay already I hate myself. I want to throw up because no sign to live. I'm so putrid and disgusting and I would rather see myself buried in the ground, I m so hideous,I'm s8 disgusting. I would throw up if I have to be me for one second longer.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Me too. Would do anything not to feel this way. I want to to take a knife and carve away all the pieces I don't like.

 

[Ash]

Please I just want ti be fine and okay already I hate myself. I want to throw up because no sign to live. I'm so putrid and disgusting and I would rather see myself buried in the ground, I m so hideous,I'm s8 disgusting. I would throw up if I have to be me for one second longer.

Oh kitty

Me too. Would do anything not to feel this way. I want to to take a knife and carve away all the pieces I don't like.

Tried it and disappointed to report that it does not work. In fact, what's left in replacement is arguably worse. Do not recommend.

 

[DrJ]

Wdym? You are girl, all Girls are Goddesses

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Oh kitty

Tried it and disappointed to report that it does not work. In fact, what's left in replacement is arguably worse. Do not recommend.

I don't mean literally. I mean I hate my body and fantasize about mutilating it. I have no actual desire to ctb in such a way.

 

[Ash]

Wdym? You are girl, all Girls are Goddesses

Presumably with the power to strike down anyone who can't tell the difference between an adult and a child

(Not that I'm speaking for the OP but as a fellow "goddess" myself )

I don't mean literally. I mean I hate my body and fantasize about mutilating it. I have no actual desire to ctb in such a way.

I wasn't talking suicide, just self hatred and shite body image and the literal desire to cut that away

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Presumably with the power to strike down anyone who can't tell the difference between an adult and a child

(Not that I'm speaking for the OP but as a fellow "goddess" myself )

I wasn't talking suicide, just self hatred and shite body image and the literal desire to cut that away

Yeah. There's not a plastic surgeon in the world who can fix this mess. Plus my health is shit.