Zzzzz
Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
- Aug 8, 2018
- 879
Yea. Life sucks. Not much else to say. I just can't manage it. I've tried recovering but the incentives to keep living are so weak it is impossible for me not to think about ctb.
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
Same for me basically..... I hate myself and my life. Ready to Go but I can't gather the Ultimate courage to pull the damn trigger.
Wish you the best,. Take care-
Butch
Wish you the best,. Take care-
Butch
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
i am scared as well. Every single morning I practice partial and as soon as I begin to feel discomfort, I back out. i wish I had the courage or deep despair to just hang.
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
Yep,. I know exactly what you mean sadly. Maybe one day we will take that final step,. Who knows.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,965
I am just waiting for death as well. I have never wanted to live and I never will. I am only still alive because ctb is so difficult. I wish that it was easier to leave this world. I know that it can be dreadful living a life which is only pain and suffering. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
