Just took a lot of pills

[lili]

Hey everyone,


I hope you are all hanging in there. Couple of months ago I used to post frequently in this website, and the depression hit so deeply then I had to alienate mysel from here. But I found a lot of strength and deep bonds with the community of people. From constant inbox chatting with users to even getting romantically involved with someone on the website.

However,as always happens with someone of my nature, I feel deeply socially deprived and hurt. I live in a nomadic state where I'm constantly moving places and always having new people. I don't have a sense of family, home or friendships. Traditions are very alien concept to me as well as nationalism.

Im not sure what I'm doing, sometimes I see the deep commitments other people make each other, and I crave for that like never before, buc because life happens so fast I can't quite connect with anyone. This might ideal also with CPTSD issue who knows.


Anyways to summarize, I took two bottomed worth of Ativan and a bottles worth of Prozac. Plus been drinking tequila. I wonder what will happen if anyone has any experience de with that?

Hope this post int very chaotic

 

[lili]

Update

These pills did nothing neither tranquilizer oar antipderresand. Drank with tequill a.



Ingested at last close 12 hours ago all I coul is bárranle to walk and be sleds with my woods

 

[Someone123]

I'm sorry you had this experience. Attempys by pills work less than 2% of the time in the u.s., and when they do work they are usually powerful opioids. Attempts like this sometimes wreck a person's liver or kidneys but they survive, so this really is not a good method. IN the u.s. only 1 in 23 attempts to ctb work, mainly because so many people use pills, cutting, or partila hanging, all of which are very low percentage methods. Carefully researched and planned attempts give you a better chance to find peace, and I hope you can find peace somehow, either through recovery or ctb.

 

[Sad_Sack]

2 bottles of ativan and a bottle of Prozac did nothing? You must be a beast.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Im so sorry lili :( How are you feeling now?

 

[lili]

Im so sorry lili :( How are you feeling now?

Hey there it's been a while we should catch up sometime :)

I am feeling better with the symptoms didn't really do a lot even though I took so many pills.


The worst was the heartache it was related to someone I deeply loved more than anything who was telling me just wants to be friends now but it just really hurts.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Hey there it's been a while we should catch up sometime :)

I am feeling better with the symptoms didn't really do a lot even though I took so many pills.


The worst was the heartache it was related to someone I deeply loved more than anything who was telling me just wants to be friends now but it just really hurts.

Yea, we definitely should :) Send me a message anytime.

Thank god. I was worried about you.

I understand you so well, I'm having a hard time with something similar, again, but a lot worse :(

I hope things get better for you. Try to distract your mind with anything