One of the main reasons I've left every other suicide forum. Even being at the end of your rope with others who're supposedly in the same way, people still find a way to do the very human competition game. The more I live the more I understand why so many people prefer their pets to just about every other human being.
Pretty sure Einstein also said something along the lines of "the more I look at people, the more I like dogs".
I encounter that pile of shit everywhere too. Even from doctors. No, ESPECIALLY from doctors. Yes, the fact I "feel" my brain sometimes is weird, no, you can't stand there, mouth ajar and stare like you're in a zoo. You have the tools, you have the offending node sort of defined, the next step is making 100% sure it is indeed where the non penetrating tests said it is, and then chop it off.