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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
So I just thanked my best friend of over a decade for being my friend and said thank you for all the great memories we made over the years just in case we won't see again. Either my eating disorder will kill me or I will do it myself (I'm really scared of both options, dying from an ED can take weeks or months, and suicide is just scary in general) The third option is recovery but it's looking quite unlikely at the moment.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,970
I agree that suicide is terrifying. I'm sorry that you are in such an awful situation. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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So I just thanked my best friend of over a decade for being my friend and said thank you for all the great memories we made over the years just in case we won't see again. Either my eating disorder will kill me or I will do it myself (I'm really scared of both options, dying from an ED can take weeks or months, and suicide is just scary in general) The third option is recovery but it's looking quite unlikely at the moment.
What did they say, if you would want to share? Do they know that you may ctb? I know you may not want to share this, that's ok.
 
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DisillusionedDragon

Pessimist/Antinatalist
Nov 25, 2020
172
I'm sorry, that sounds heartbreaking. I hope it won't be the last time you spoke. Best friends that stick with you for eleven years are rare to find and you probably mean a lot to each other.
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
What did they say, if you would want to share? Do they know that you may ctb? I know you may not want to share this, that's ok.
He said everything will be alright and I explicitly told him I might kill myself
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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He said everything will be alright and I explicitly told him I might kill myself
Wow, tht's a tough situation- he may not know what to do even though he still cares. Are there things you wish he would do to try to help?
 

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