Just received my last package

[Ol Messier 87]

There's no particular point in this post; it is just a very strange feeling (and a new one, I gotta admit) to think that this small and apparently insignificant object that I hold in my hands, which is more or less a salt cellar, is going to put an end to everything I know. Hmm... This simple idea is unexpectedly dizzying.

 

[sanction]

I believe you are referring to SN

If so, you are correct. We lived our whole lives, went to so many decades of school / work, learned all these different things, kept showering everyday, exercising to stay healthy, build relationships, ate and drank non-stop to stay alive, kept using the bathroom non-stop, paid so many bills, followed so many rules, invested all these endless effort and endured all this stress........

Just to end it all with a few teaspoons of "salt"

It truly doesn't get anymore pointless than this.... lol

 

[Ol Messier 87]

I believe you are referring to SN

If so, you are correct. We lived our whole lives, went to so many decades of school / work, learned all these different things, kept showering everyday, exercising to stay healthy, build relationships, ate and drank non-stop to stay alive, kept using the bathroom non-stop, paid so many bills, followed so many rules, invested all these endless effort and endured all this stress........

Just to end it all with a few teaspoons of "salt"

It truly doesn't get anymore pointless than this.... lol

This was indeed probably the cause of this dizziness, but my mind hasn't even bothered to push the reasoning that far.
It seems that even when you have fully accepted the idea for a long time, vertigo is inevitable.

 

[Davey40210]

Good you have it now. Perhaps it already provides comfort knowing that you can take it, even if you don't.

 

[maggot]

I believe you are referring to SN

If so, you are correct. We lived our whole lives, went to so many decades of school / work, learned all these different things, kept showering everyday, exercising to stay healthy, build relationships, ate and drank non-stop to stay alive, kept using the bathroom non-stop, paid so many bills, followed so many rules, invested all these endless effort and endured all this stress........

Just to end it all with a few teaspoons of "salt"

It truly doesn't get anymore pointless than this.... lol

That's some real talk here lol

Life is absurd

 

[Ol Messier 87]

Good you have it now. Perhaps it already provides comfort knowing that you can take it, even if you don't.

It just makes the situation a little more real, but I don't plan on giving it time to deteriorate, to be honest.