throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
And it calms me. Knowing that I will never be disturbed again,never feel any pain. I won't even exist to feel anything. That makes me happy and I am looking forward to my death. It used to scare me but now I am at a point where I would do anything to escape life and its endless horrors. And on what am I missing out anyways? We all die. Death is inevitable. I've lost friends and I miss them. I can't bear the pain any longer. I'm trapped and desperate to escape,even if it means death. I have come to terms with my ending. It really isn't that scary once you realize that death is absolutely inevitable.