Just ordered SN. Here’s my plan

[LK_OP]

idk if it counts as goodbye-thread, but here it is. I hope my attempt next week will be successful.

There's only 2 times a week when nobody will be around for several hours. I think it's more than enough to pass out and die.

I tried partial suspension several times and full suspension once, but im such a coward, I chickened out every time. After some research i found my salvation in SN. I already have some heart problems after caffeine overdose last year, so im 100% sure that everything will happen quickly.

If package arrives on time, ingest day will probably be next wendesday, or at least next friday. My life is no longer worth living to, as i fucked everything up by myself. I have no friends (and never had one lol), my social anxiety led to complete isolation from society. I still have some terrible things to go through until the time is right, but knowing that the end is near brings a sense of relief.

When the time comes, i'll post another thread. Right after SN ingestion i'll leave suicide note, turn on my favourite music and relax. If i vomit it out, there will be another cup with SN, but i believe that Motonium will do its thing.

I would like to hear any suggestions for my plan if you have any. See you!

P.S. English is my second language, sorry for grammar mistakes, if any.

 

[rigsid]

Im also attempting soon so all I can say is best of luck.

 

[asfergrggdas]

can you please share where you got it

 

[LK_OP]

can you please share where you got it

Can't help with that. How much you can order and where depends on the country. I was lucky to find a 1-kilogram lot from local online store, but in my country, it's usually sold in bulk (10 kilograms and more). I can recommend check out SN megathread for suggestions.

 

[asfergrggdas]

Can't help with that. How much you can order and where depends on the country. I was lucky to find a 1-kilogram lot from local online store, but in my country, it's usually sold in bulk (10 kilograms and more). I can recommend check out SN megathread for suggestions.

I have been searching all day trying to find the website. I have tried every hint every combination of words on the y engine and there is nothing. No one in this forum will help me. But that you for at least responding. I am currently breaking down in tears. You are so lucky you have an exit. I wish people on here were nicer.

 

[Kayla]

I have been searching all day trying to find the website. I have tried every hint every combination of words on the y engine and there is nothing. No one in this forum will help me. But that you for at least responding. I am currently breaking down in tears. You are so lucky you have an exit. I wish people on here were nicer.

People are nice on here, we just don't hand out sources. Especially to new accounts.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.