EmpressDean
Arcanist
- Apr 15, 2020
- 445
I just ordered citric acid. Will be trying the baking soda+citric acid method.
I just had my 30th birthday on Sunday. The people that came weren't my friends but my sisters. I tried to be friends with these people for like 8 yrs and just can't. At least I had a good birthday. Haven't had a party since I was like 17. The rumination of all the things that happened in my life has left me feeling numb and empty about a future. I can't get my adhd treated by Vyvanse I just get denied. Haven't been able to get a good job passed $16 hr. Don't have friends. Shit my parents are going to Mexico for Christmas but don't want to take me. It's just the shame shit every year. I just feel empty, alone, isolated, stupid, degraded, alone and I just can't keep thinking it will get better. Will probably attempt on the 26 but maybe saturday too
I just had my 30th birthday on Sunday. The people that came weren't my friends but my sisters. I tried to be friends with these people for like 8 yrs and just can't. At least I had a good birthday. Haven't had a party since I was like 17. The rumination of all the things that happened in my life has left me feeling numb and empty about a future. I can't get my adhd treated by Vyvanse I just get denied. Haven't been able to get a good job passed $16 hr. Don't have friends. Shit my parents are going to Mexico for Christmas but don't want to take me. It's just the shame shit every year. I just feel empty, alone, isolated, stupid, degraded, alone and I just can't keep thinking it will get better. Will probably attempt on the 26 but maybe saturday too