darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 620
I hate that I fell in love with someone so messed up. All I want to do is hold him and love him but he's just so screwed up, just pushes me away. If i can't have him, I just want out of it all. To never have to face another day. My 'home life' is dire. My son is unstable and it's walking on eggshells all the time as to ether I'll be verbally abused, hit or spat at. All I had emotionally was this cruel man.
I just read on the news about some care home residents who died suspected carbon monoxide death. So jealous. I need to do something because it's unbearable.
All the methods are so unreliable. I've so had enough.
I told him if he doesn't want to love me, maybe we can die together but he never agrees. Even though i know he also hates existing. The bastard.
I just read on the news about some care home residents who died suspected carbon monoxide death. So jealous. I need to do something because it's unbearable.
All the methods are so unreliable. I've so had enough.
I told him if he doesn't want to love me, maybe we can die together but he never agrees. Even though i know he also hates existing. The bastard.
