Venting Just in case something goes wrong

[Molotongo]

How can I end it without my mom being sad? She loves me more then anything and wouldn't survive that, I'm not planning to kill myself rn but I did some shit that still make some ashamed of myself and if something like that happens again I need to know how I can make sure my mom's okay

 

[martyrdom]

You really can't. The grief is something your mom will go through if you kill yourself regardless of anything you do. It's something we have to come to terms with.