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askmeifimatree
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- Mar 20, 2025
- 29
I'm going re edit the post. I feel a little bit calmer now. Police came today at 11pm. They entered the house and asked to see me. They asked me if I bought SN and if the package was at home. They asked me why and when I bought it and some other questions. They then spoke to my brother and parents separately. They said they believed I was in danger and started to look for the package and it was seized. They were here for about 40 min. They asked me if I had any mental health conditions and if I was known to the local mental health treatment team. I said yes and they told me they would have to file a report which will be forwarded to the crisis team. They said all future purchases of SN will be seized at the border. The male police officer told me they got the tip from Interpol. Female police officer took some other details regarding my suicidal ideations and plans. They asked me if I wanted to get admitted into hospital as I clearly had an imminent plan to end my life. I refused. They called EMS. EMS called and said ambulance would take 1 hour. They assessed me over a phone call and I said I didn't need an ambulance. They asked me further questions about Sodium Nitrite and my plans. Now I'm waiting for another call from someone else to asses me for idk what.
All packages I receive to my address have to be reported to the police for the next 6 months.
London,UK
Goodnight
Further edit
I am mostly upset about them discussing about my CTB plans in front of my parents. I can't look at mum's face anymore. As for people not believing me, it doesn't matter. I'm just reporting to you what happened to me. The officers were kind and offered me help, obviously it wasn't the help I want. I will find another way to leave.
All packages I receive to my address have to be reported to the police for the next 6 months.
London,UK
Goodnight
Further edit
I am mostly upset about them discussing about my CTB plans in front of my parents. I can't look at mum's face anymore. As for people not believing me, it doesn't matter. I'm just reporting to you what happened to me. The officers were kind and offered me help, obviously it wasn't the help I want. I will find another way to leave.
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