311

311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
anyway my attempt failed. I did everything right but was found before I could expire. I was sent to a hospital and then to a psych hospital. It sucked. Gonna have to use SN or hanging I think
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
how do they find you?
 
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Othermind

Othermind

Specialist
Dec 26, 2018
301
Shit, sorry to hear that. What was your method and how long did they keep you if you don't mind my asking?
And yeah, psych wards are basically glorified prisons so I'm glad you got out.
 
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DeadlyLiving

DeadlyLiving

I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
Jan 1, 2019
152
I am sorry that this happened to you. I hope your next attempt will be your last x
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
Shit, sorry to hear that. What was your method and how long did they keep you if you don't mind my asking?
And yeah, psych wards are basically glorified prisons so I'm glad you got out.
I used .25g of heroin. I didnt bother to use alcohol which was a mistake and didnt bother to get more heroin. They kept me for a week
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Just really glad to hear from you tbh x
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590

this is why i will book a motel/hotel room or do it sonewhere in remote wilderness


anyways welcome back i guess
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@311,

I´m sorry you did not succeed in achieving your goal.

Heroin plus alcohol plus diazepam ?

Would you mind sharing how long you had been unconscious ? Did they find out what you took ?
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
@311,

I´m sorry you did not succeed in achieving your goal.

Heroin plus alcohol plus diazepam ?

Would you mind sharing how long you had been unconscious ? Did they find out what you took ?
I was rushing so I only used heroin. I couldn't be damned to go out to the liquor store because I attempted early in the morning. I felt really really high then I passed out with no pain. Had I not been found I likely would have died. Had I included benzos and booze I would have for sure. Yeah they know I took heroin from a urine test.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
anyway my attempt failed. I did everything right but was found before I could expire. I was sent to a hospital and then to a psych hospital. It sucked. Gonna have to use SN or hanging I think

Sorry you went through all that :-( x psych wards are my worst nightmare.
 
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Crimsonskye

Member
Aug 28, 2018
71
anyway my attempt failed. I did everything right but was found before I could expire. I was sent to a hospital and then to a psych hospital. It sucked. Gonna have to use SN or hanging I think
Got stuck in one for 2 months it's a place that makes you want to ctb but it's the one place where you can't
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
A bit personal but were there accusations or actions against you implying it was simply a recreational drug overdose/drug dependency?
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Glad you're ok, sorry it didn't work :( this time.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I had bumped on one of your old postings and thought it was recent till I looked at the date. I was like hey I thought u left us lol! I was like oops! Then here u are ha! So it's ironic that happened today and u show up lol!
 
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color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
psych hospital. It sucked.
psych wards are basically glorified prisons
psych wards are my worst nightmare
Yeah they suck for sure.
Got stuck in one for 2 months it's a place that makes you want to ctb but it's the one place where you can't
Been almost 30 years since I was in one for 10 days, gonna' make sure I never go back.
Everythings gonna' be covert, flawless and very isolated for me.
Rushing is never good.
 
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MISERYinlife

life then Death
Jan 18, 2019
60
I was rushing so I only used heroin. I couldn't be damned to go out to the liquor store because I attempted early in the morning. I felt really really high then I passed out with no pain. Had I not been found I likely would have died. Had I included benzos and booze I would have for sure. Yeah they know I took heroin from a urine test.
dang man thats how i wanna do it is heroin od but can't get anybody to get me some because they know why i want it
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
If I ever go in a psych ward, they'll want rid of me. They'll be wishing I had done it and would probably help me do it there by giving me some extra sheets.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
If I ever go in a psych ward, they'll want rid of me. They'll be wishing I had done it and would probably help me do it there by giving me some extra sheets.

i dont think it works this way

never been there myself but what i heard is that you pretty much fucked if you dont cooperate

and they are used to people who make problems. if you start to scream or to throw your own shit around they will fix and medicate you
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
My worst fear is being trapped in one of those places. I have lost my mind completely once and had many manic episodes but so far I've managed to avoid them. I'm afraid that I'll lose my mind permanently and wind up there, not even able to ctb...

Anyway I'm glad to hear that they released you.
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
A bit personal but were there accusations or actions against you implying it was simply a recreational drug overdose/drug dependency?
No they knew it was an attempted suicide. I had left a note
 
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21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
No they knew it was an attempted suicide. I had left a note

I'm sorry this happened to you. I hope you can act normal and not attract any attention so you can prepare your next attempt in peace.
 
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StreamingMySuicide

Loving life!! /s
Nov 21, 2018
111
anyway my attempt failed. I did everything right but was found before I could expire. I was sent to a hospital and then to a psych hospital. It sucked. Gonna have to use SN or hanging I think
I've used that method and failed twice. Even with alcohol. Try partial hanging with heroin? Or a bag on your head with heroin? Or Ina bathtub with heroin. What do you think the success would be with these?
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@311 ,

Thanks for the information.
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I see sorry to hear, yes I am considering checking into a mental hospital but I remain quite in the middle not bad enough to need a spot but not good enough to function well unless I'm high on benadryl or dxm with vitamin C and niacin awuhrrr sorry you're suffering *hugs you warmly*
 
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15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I'm so sorry to hear you went though that, hugs
 
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