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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
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I got my SN, meto, ondansetron, propranolol, & trazodone for my method. Have been job searching for over 8 months now and worked my butt off to go to a good college to escape an abusive and perverted home life. Even with that I cannot get a job. Welp, I can't go home if I become homeless/go into debt so I told myself if I cannot get a job by March 1st then I will do it. Maybe even sooner if it gets worse.
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
162
Fingers crossed that you get something in February šŸ¤ž
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,085
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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kufajoy

kufajoy

Misfit
Nov 6, 2025
230
Hope something good happens and you can enjoy your life a little longer. Sending love ā£ļø
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Specialist
Jan 19, 2026
304
I got my SN, meto, ondansetron, propranolol, & trazodone for my method. Have been job searching for over 8 months now and worked my butt off to go to a good college to escape an abusive and perverted home life. Even with that I cannot get a job. Welp, I can't go home if I become homeless/go into debt so I told myself if I cannot get a job by March 1st then I will do it. Maybe even sooner if it gets worse.
Doesnt one just need SN and meto? What are the other things for?
 
absolute failure

absolute failure

Specialist
Jan 19, 2026
304
Meto isn't "needed" to ctb. It's only suggested to help with nausea and to prevent you from vomiting the SN.
I saw some vids of what happens without meto and it did NOT look good
 
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I_go_in

Student
Nov 5, 2024
151
I saw some vids of what happens without meto and it did NOT look good
As long as you hold the SN in your stomach long enough to absorb most of it, it doesn't really matter if you throw up and I believe the PPH suggests two cups. I mean if I were to try it I would follow all the instructions as listed to make it most likely to succeed. The biggest thing people neglect is going to a place where you will not be found because while SN does knock you out relatively quickly within 15 mins you still have a while to die, I believe like two hours. And if somebody comes and rescues you in those two hours you could come back. But apparently even if you come back there's low risk of brain damage. The environment is paramount because it's human nature to try and save people who are dying. Don't let anyone see you while you're dying.
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Specialist
Jan 19, 2026
304
Ofc, i would go to a remote place
 
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I_go_in

Student
Nov 5, 2024
151
Was the video of the guy vomiting red wine?
Dude was already cooked by the time he started puking. It was lights out unless somebody delivered silver nitrate on a platter. Well, for him it was lights out already but you know what I mean. Videos sort of scare people because the body does involuntarily movements after you're unconscious. It's your brain firing neurons randomly since your brain is starved of oxygen and malfunctions. It looks brutal but to him nothing is happening. If he was truly suffering he would be streaming in pain clawing at his throat like people who swallow K cyanide and have a few seconds of horror before they go night night.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Elementalist
Nov 12, 2025
810
What about gig work in the meantime to keep $$$ coming in, section 8 or renting a room, or maybe looking for an opportunity abroad?
 
raemysteryO

raemysteryO

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Feb 8, 2026
56
Sending hugs x šŸ¤—
 

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